I hate it how they all looking at me like that. I hate it how they all make me feel like I am an outcast. I hate it how they always blame me whenever something wrong goes on their way. I hate it how they always favored the other one without knowing what is the reason why am I angry at them. I hate it how they are all saying to me that I always push myself away from them but the truth is they are the one pushing me away whenver I want to talk to them or hang out them. I hate it how they all gave me their fucking fake smiles. I hate all of them. Fuck them for making my mother mentally sick. Fuck them for making them do this to me. Fucking family! I hate you! Fuck it. I don’t know what I should fucking do to my life. I have friends but they have so many problems that I can’t even let my problems out. I just… don’t know what I should do. Should I smug it all and pretend like it is nothing. They are my family why are they all doing this to me? Am I that sinful to fucking deserve this?