I hate her. I hate her so much. Have you ever hated your own mother to a point where you can’t handle it and just want to die. This attachment issues she has with me is so burdening. Whenever she is there I seem to get so irritated cause of her bad behavior and Karen behavior. Talking to her is impossible. Guilt trip and victim blame is a game she plays oh too well. I want to run away but am in a different country she and she followed me here. I can’t control my anger anymore.