I hate being vulnerable. I hate when I like someone romantically. It's part of being human but I really hate it with a passion. That's also a human emotion right there... Okay maybe hate is the only think I'm on right now lol. #pessimist 

3am Thoughts

Just remember, 
Sad stories have no ears until they don't have a successful ending.

Affirmations

I want to stay, but there is no home. 

who is right always tom or jerry ? 

I am at a void in my life 
Like nothing makes sense 
The college life is full of stress
My life with friends is not good
My love life is at its worst 
I don’t know what to do 
Maybe it’s better that Just cry and cry and cry 
I’m a boy 

Depression

i suddenly feel very heavy, like the weight on my shoulders were a bit more heavier than yesterday. things here at home, well, they're fine but i feel really lonely. though its the most where i feel safe. at school, i feel like everyone is already way ahead of me, they already know which paths they would take for their future, while i still don't have a proper plan. my friends, they are having so much time, and im glad they talk to me too, but sometimes i feel left out and there's too much going on. lastly, i have this person that i like so much, and he likes me back! but i feel so distant with him lately even if i try my best to contact and communicate with him as much as i can. school is taking so much toll on me, and i still have strains from dance practice. 

im glad for everyone, but i feel like im way behind them to be able to keep up. im just here, infront of my computer, slacking the day off. i feel so guilty, like i havent even done anything right in my life. i don't know what to do, and i feel sad rn. i want to try my best, and i am trying my best with the things i like to do, but i feel like im still lacking something .. or maybe im just being overdramatic and very emotional .. idrk haha sorry for rambling on and on im pretty sure this is way too long to read t-t



Anxiety

I no longer have the energy to tell people what they did wrong. 

Exhausted

I am scared due to bad breakup in past..
I am still there mentally emotionally.. 
Need help..
Nothing working out.. 
It seems like I am progressing towards end..
I don't wanna do it. I don't want to do it.. I don't want to do it.. God
Please send someone.. I can't handle this anymore.. I am tired now.. 

What should one do if someone feels heavy, drowning even and empty at the same time ??

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