I had rekindled with my ex who had cheated on me. He showed as if I was the only thing he’d cared about. Little did I know that he had been lingering around. On finding out this he acted as if nothing had happened and I got triggered because of my past trauma, things I had undergone earlier. Impulsively I threw his phone on the road. I have no guilt of throwing the phone or hurting him. Instead it’s hurting me by thinking of my current nature/ action because of my unhealed past. Not that I miss him but I miss being cared and loved even it was fake. That’s what vulnerability does to you. It makes you settle for less.