I had been really busy lately so i hadnt checked   my messages and  didnt reply to this one particular fren.
She's going out of town next week and she wanted to meet me but i couldnt ...
She thinks i stood her up and 
Now everyone's texting me about being expensive and rude and stuffs.
I texted her saying sorry but she replied only with a thumbs up emoji and i srsly dont know what to do 
HELP ME OUT🙄

Call her and tell her about stuff thats been going with you. Real friend hgi toh smjh jygi, nahi hgi toh tum khud ko smjha lena 🌼🌻 

Exhausted

I just wanted to went out my feelings.
Okay, My partner feels I'm insensitive toward her and I felt this thing today. Her Nani was not well and I consoled her but O I don't know how suddenly I started talking about some random irrelevant stuff. And I could get it from her she felt so bad. Oo god! how can I do this to her. I am feeling so guilty. I apologized even she is not angry but that Heartbreak I can feel from her face. I want to change. Change for her, be more sensitive. But I'm breaking her heart from my stupid acts. 
I love her so much but I don't know whether I will be able to change myself or not. I don;t want to loose her anyway.

Love

It’s been a month since she left me… we have been together for over 2 years we have an apartment together and cats and built a home. 4 months ago she started a new job and met someone there she cheated on me by kissing this person and texting them and then tells me that she wasn’t in the relationship for months anymore. She broke me. Since the breakup I can’t sleep or eat properly. I still want her back and want to fix everything cause she was great all in all I love her for the things that she has done right instead of hating her for the one thing she has done wrong. She still doesn’t want to come back and now I have to restart my life alone. I can’t handle this anymore and I want to move on but I feel stuck here. And most of this is my fault and I can’t stop blaming myself. 


Breakup

Ummm I dont know exactly how to start with… 
Its been more than 2 years after getting rejected 4 times from the same girl…..
You heard that right…. Sounds like a loser  , I would have also thought so while reading someone else’s story…
To be honest I got very much depressed I love her a lot.. and then 2 years back it was … like talking and meeting like friends … Yes , I tried to chat with her a lot times , like obviously and we did as well but after 2 or 3 days I again got depressed about the thought that we can never be the same…. 
I tried to move on with everything with a hope that everything will get sorted but it has been 2 years , I think of her every time , DAYDREAMING about her…. She’s with me all the time in my heart but she’s not. I literally every night find myself in my bed thinking of all the things that I could have done to make her mine. 
And you know what is the thing that makes me feel horrible , it is the fact that she thinks that I have moved on. She doesn’t know that still everyday I cry for her . 
It makes me feel like a LOSER who is not able to get over a girl in a world which is full of fake relationships. She has a boyfriend now as well.
Please give me some advice , I don’t want some saint talkings and stuff like that. I have heard all of it. PLEASE

Depression

Honestly, I'm feeling like shit. It's been 2 month since we broke up and I still feel like there's something I could do to change how she feels. I hate feeling like I can't change anything, I hate thinking of how I will have to create memories with somebody else. I want her.. I want her back. 

So I've been dating this girl for like 8 months, things have been going okay. We dated back in high school for a short bit she was kinda my first serious relationship. What ended it back then was she was a bit of a downer, a little black rain cloud. There was always something going on to upset her, like something not going her way. She also would get upset when I'd have to go to work which is sweet but when you have to call in every other day because someone cant spend the day without you it gets kinda annoying, then it kinda felt like she didn't care if I was there or not. She went to prom with another guy because I couldn't due to some trouble I got into, then me and my mom got Into a fight and I call her to talk about what happened but she didn't seem to care so I told her a few days later that I wanted to break up, she wanted me to come over and talk about it which we did and she seemed okay with it she just wanted to have sex one more time. Which really made feel like she could care less. So we split up and didn't see each other till a few years ago which has been about 14 years since we dated. She left her husband because he wasn't giving her any attention and I guess he was a dick sometimes. But it bothers me how she went about it, she left him a note saying she had feelings for me and I'm sure alot more stuff. But he loaded he kids up and left to come stay with me which at the time I was staying with a friend of mine in a two bedroom house with him his wife and their two kids. Now with 10 people in one house when I had my kids over as well we was pretty crammed. Not sure how someone can do that and think it's a problem, but we all made it work for a few months. Her dad had past away last year and she has inherited his house which is a 1 1/2 bedrooms and is full of stuff. We've been slowly working on it for about 5 months now and haven't make much headway. Which bugs me because my kids still have to sleep on the floor, well a pallet when they come over because there's no room for a spare bed. Also her kids run over her, yell and scream all the time and are constantly making messes. Not sure how much I can stand, it doesn't help that she hasn't changed much still a downer, there's always something wrong. She always sick or dont feel good or things are overwhelming. Not sure if I should stick around to see if things will work out a just say we tryed

Stress

So i liked a girl and it was a lil tough in the start to get her and win her i faced so many problems like she was some anger issue she used to ghost me and all and thought i m not good for her but now its all good and i asked her when i feel that we are something like gf and bf so i asked to confirm are we gf &bf so she blushed and said wait till the school end then we will be free and then we can be anything we can spend time anyhow we want so i wanna ask what might she be thinking and what are your opinion on this is it a good news for the future i m hoping like everything is really good and some times I don’t believe like how can all this can be this good but there is still so much to accomplish ik there is some good in this too so 

Life

So my gf told me that she's having exams so will be busy. And I understand that even gave her all time, didn't forced her for anything. And it's been more than two weeks now since she texted me, I was still waiting. Then yesterday night I checked her online status over Ig app. And I found there were posts,those were posted like 2days ago,5days ago,1 week ago like that. I'm totally disappointed with this,what should I do? She has time for these all but not even asked me how am I doing all the time.. 

Anxiety

I am very tired and exhausted of this complicated-ship that doesn’t get anywhere. Me and this girl we love each other yet we aren’t in a relationship but I WANT TO BE IN ONE WITH HER but she doesn’t. She always want to win over me, yell at me and at times would use her hands. I don’t want to be yelled at😔 so today we had our deal thing “you look at my phone/ I look at yours” which I did and she didn’t let me look at one particular chat box of a person but kept saying it’s from her past-chat and ballalalal. I showed everything of mine whether PAST OR PRESENT, but she doesn’t want to. It’s not fair😔 She watched everything of mine yet she didn’t let me watch hers. So we had an argument and she yelled at me and I got tired of it so I yelled back finally which I can’t no longer hold or be patient anymore. I am mentally/emotionally exhausted already. I want a relationship that I could be able to breathe as easily as I can be and not fight/argue/get yelled or whatever. What should I do? I have tried many ways to not give up and I felt like I am the one that’s holding on and if I let go it will be the end of this whole complicated-ship. 

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