I had a pretty bad breakup last year and and can't really let go of tht him. I don't get in contact with him but I can't get him out of my head. I feel so angry and overthink when ever he comes to my mind and I feel like everything around is triggering me. I don't know what to do. How should I let go of him from my mind. I tried to forgive him but it's not happening. ll ever come a time where things related to him ll stop triggering me.

it takes time but you'll e fine soon or you can talk to me 
I'm on insta also

Breakup

i love my ex so much till the point im imagining myself falling in love with someone else making me sad 😭

Basically fighting with many on going thoughts right now, its all about a guy. I meet a guy recently because of my bestfriend, basically she is my online bestfriend and ofc she has irl friends too so there is this guy her boy bestfriend who she made me meet online only so we can be along and start a relationship but me and him is like we started getting along fall for each other too started relationship but it ended in 2-3 days. Its because he is like i cant be in relationship with you its not gonna work between us there is no us. I accepted we became close friends again but with benefits like we doing stuffs online only and now he and me both are addicted to each other we plan on meeting doing kiss and all those sinful stuffs but wont be in relationship. The fact he said me i am the first girl who does this to him i love him alot not as friends but more i am ready to see future with him too but he isnt ready. The fact he says he gonna take care of me, love me, cherish me and i am his and he is mine but its like he asked me if i am willing to give whole of myself to him or not i said yep all to him and again he asked me are you willing to be whole mine even when i am not whole yours? I still said yes because i said i love him alot i cant move back from him thats somwthing i can never imagine so yeah thats my vent. And now i am so obsessed that i am lacking in my studies more likely distraction tho i am trying my best to control but still i am, i dont know what i should do and all. 

Addiction

Hello! Today I am felling so dejected. It's like I am a little broken from inside. Suddenly my close friend have changed his attitude towards me. He gets irritates easily with me even on our small talk. We have been close friends from school days and used to share our all daily activities, struggle and our achievement . A week ago he had some argument with me that I have changed like I am  not focusing  on my goal, doing gossiping with him and a little chit -chat  . He told me don't be like a simple people, pay attention  on Learning .I accepted my mistakes too that I won't waste your time and stopped doing so much gossiping with him. We again started to talk normally but  sometimes he  suddenly show disinterest in me.

Friends

***Trigger Warning***
^To some, normal to most

I’m not going to use big words. Just keeping it plain and simple to tell my story out loud, because i’ve only told bits and pieces to people around me.

In the end of November 2018, I started hanging out with a boy who happened to be the most popular, good looking senior in my school. According to me, he was quite overrated but of course, somewhere I did have the hots for him.
We hung out almost everyday and in very less time we had grown pretty close. He was in a happy relationship with an angelic girl and i had a complicated long distance going on, so i knew my limits and stuck to them. 
On 25th December 2018, Christmas of course, him and I were sitting in a cafe with two other friends. The boredom really got to us and so we decided to play the generic Truth or Dare, which went wrong, really wrong. Well, not to go into the specifics, but he cheated on his girlfriend with me. It really didn’t mean anything, until started hooking up regularly. If you ask me why we both did that, the straight answer is that his girlfriend didn’t give him action and I was really frustrated dealing with long distance. I know it was wrong, we both did. The guilt started to crush the both of us, more for me because I started to develop feelings for him. So, eventually I learned that it was two sided and we both broke up with our other halves. The relationship was going pretty smoothly, until slowly it started to fade away and I really couldn’t tell why. We started fighting for the littlest of things and a lot of insecurities came creeping in. It was so evident that he had stopped caring about me and did not like me anymore. But I did not give up. I tried to make it work until one day, it just crashed and we broke up. We decided to stay friends, and you know that NEVER works out. Things got awkward even though I was trying to make amends. I knew he was hooking up with other girls still illusioned by that and didn’t see the truth. The truth being, he was still in love with his ex girlfriend. It only got confirmed when his best friend straight up told me so. But then, why did he cheat on her? why did he date me? was i just a very accessible hook up? did he have to fake the feelings just for me to stick around? why did he not break up with me when he realised he still loved her? I really want these questions to be answered but there’s no way they could be. I’ve cut him and my other friends off but I still get news about him. He’s happy now with his ex girlfriend while I have to face the hardships of moving on. Soon enough, I know I’ll get there, and the hurt he caused won’t matter anymore.

Relationships

My boyfrnd and I used to chat and now he doesn't have tym for me . Whenever I chat he tells me you are wasting your tym he has plenty of things to do . And he don't share anything and won't msg me if I don't msg him first or ask something. Wht should I do

Boyfriend

I'm doing this for first time...  So I really don't know what I going through.... In 8th I had relationship with a guy everything was good.... Then we became intimate...  He used to come and we make out and that's it he goes... But still he didn't changed he used to spend a lot of time with me talking to me he use to do many stuff that really made me feel very happy but yeah intimacy was alright for me... He was 18 and yeah being intimate is sometimes important... he was too possessive bout me he used to appoint kids to spy me to check what I'm doing going or with whom I'm talking... one day I didn't went to school that day next day I get to hear that my guy proposed a girl and every single child was telling me this even that girl came to me and said ask ur guy to leave me alone he proposed me in front of everyone... I didn't believed anyone because I trust him a lot... But then when I asked him he said one of his friend used his Insta account to propose that girl and he didn't proposed that girl... I asked his friend he said no in front of him that he didn't do anything... He admitted that he did... I got crazy that day I was trusting someone like him so long... A boy in my school was asking me for date with me I went and kissed him(the biggest mitake)... And my boyfriend found out about this... next day he beaten that boy with his belt so badly in front of everyone... he was not talking to me at all... then after some time we both forgive each other and continued... Because of our relationship I had many problems with my parents... They caught us talking texting.... I never let anything to go to his house... 8months before I got a call he said where r you taking my boyfriend's name... And my dad attended that call.... It's been 3.5 years and I could recognise his voice it was him... Then I decided it's enough I broke up with him and he asked for a last chance... But no I had enough... Then I have a guy best friend who recently broke up with his girlfriend.... He said we both r single now and we are not willing to fall in love or be in relationship so he asked me to be his friend while giving him physical satisfaction... But I'm such a stupid I just couldn't be with him like that I said I like u and I would like to date u he said no first then said yes we broke up after 2days then again we started dating.. and after 2days it ended again.... Then the 3rd time now... When we talk online I'm the person actually talks he don't have anything to talk.. when we meet in person we never talk much it starts with a kiss then it goes to far and then we talk he talks about his ex... I asked a dozen times if he was over him he said yes I'm not sure... And now miss my ex a lot I am feeling regret y I left him... I miss him every single day... But I know it's too late... I feel so bad when I look at myself I hate myself I lost myself I lost my childhood my innocence everything... Wish I could go back and change.... Wish I could share more about myself that y I started being okay with being intimate but I just don't have guts to say anything.... I'm sure I'll never commit suiside but I'm killing myself every day regretting feeling guilty... this is just my mistake... 
What should I do now I have no idea...

Depression

my ex always heart me even after break up 

Is it okay if your boyfriend is talking to his friends till 2 am and when you call him his call is busy and he doesn't even text you asking why did you call at this hour or call you back at all

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