I had a beautiful 5 year long relationship with a beautiful girl that I assumed to be out of my league. We loved each other deeply. I promised her i will give her a beautiful future. So i stuglled hard got into a good college. But in past years i had some troubles in my family. I couldn’t give her all love and attention. I was more focused on my studies I couldn’t give her time. This upset her. She started scolding me and saying that you are not the only person studying or hustling. She abused me. And broke up with me . It’s been one month i texted her, mailed her went to her hostel and then her house. Her brother and best friend won’t talk to me or let me in. She didn’t respond at all. I don’t know