I had a bad day today. I recieved hate for doing no harm and that lowered my self confidence.

My college people are really arrogant and I don't function as they do so through their actions I'm suppressed. It's really toxic and I see rhis hate

When you have to see them everyday, how do you ignore them!?

Anxiety

Idk if its appropriate to post here or not, still lemme try 
Sooooo I heard alot about sarojini & its monday market. I really wanna go and explore, sadly 🤦🏻‍♀️none of my friend stay in ncr. So in case anyone is free today and wanna explore sarojini.
Can we tag along please 🥺🥺.
Ps m a girl with zero bargain skills.

I feel like consulting a psychiatrist but will that be easy for someone like me who has trust issues
What will happen after I talk about my problems 
What should I say 
I just get so frustrated at lil things
These problems I have that has no end to it 
Is it something worthy to talk about? 
My mind is a real mess day my day!!!

Mental Health

She : Chand dekha hai ? 
Me ;( looking at her) dekh raha hu <3
I hope this conversation will happen in real 
Someday 🥺

3am Thoughts

Hi, @banisinghvasir thank you for sharing your experiences and how you're coping with life challenges. I can actually relate to everything that you shared because right now I am dealing with lots of difficulties. My days are becoming worse than worst, it has always been like this for months. But I can't tell anyone even my closest friends and family. I'm just so lost and discouraged. I can't even understand myself. Sometimes I just want to vanish because I feel stuck and I just want to give up. I was failing in my academics, in being a daughter and I haven't been communicating with my friends for a week. I don't know if my family has a hunch about what I'm going through since I always act tough and bubbly in front of them. But I'm tired of acting invincible in front of them. Sometimes I just wish that there is someone who is willing to hear and understand me, someone who'll not judge me. As of now, I am trying to sort things out and I'm trying to help myself feel better. Is still feel lost and I still don't know what to do or where to start but then someone said that I should hang on and I should do things that will make me feel happy. Actually, the community here and random person's messages and genuine concern made me feel lighter. 

Life

A lifeless body
Standing in front of the window
With emotionless eyes
Sealed lips
Observing every person passing by
Eventually lost on its own thoughts.
Air blowed
It sighed 
Looked back
Only to find
Its desk
Having a open book
With some shattered pages on the floor
Sat there 
Holded a pen
Just to wrote some more mournful words. 


Poetry

I am feeling so confused and depleted with my relationship. My GF are so demanding in term of physical and emotional availability. But in the same time I don't have many freedom because I still respect the rule and curfew that my parent impose. As I still live with them.

I have explained it a lot of time to my GF. But I feel I am on the situation of faulty of bringing her into this relationship. It seems she needs someone who are more financially independent. Have certain degree of freedom and could provide availability as needed. 

I love her and I want to make everything work. I will become that someone in short time. Even if it is totally tiring. 

Confusion

 Ever felt lonely even if you have many friends but you don't have anyone to talk and tell what's going in you life . 🥺

Loss

Hey everyone,
I really need someone's advice right now the thing is that my family doesn't support me at all they think whatever I do is useless and the most scariest person is my brother he treats me like an orphan
Please someone tell me how to deal with this
#familydrama


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