I got sexually assaulted today it really fucking messed me up
God! Are you okay? Are you safe? What’s going on?
I’m not okay umm I’m safe I think but I don’t know if I will be safe when I get home
What do you mean by that? If you don’t mind sharing. It’s anonymous anyways.
It's me @prashu
Please calm down!! don’t panic…Call the police and reach for the nearest PS
By what? That I might not be safe when I get home? I mean like I might sh or something if I’m not with someone
Yes. You said that you might not be safe when you get home.
I reported it a little bit ago
Yeah like I might end up relapsing with self harm
Please give a call on 1098. It’s a Helpline and the professionals there can best help you. We’re here for you
But I will be safe at my house.
It's me @prashu
Good!! Now Find a weapon so that you can protect yourself if things go wrong
Thank you I will try
ok
She might end up harming herself. Please stay clear of any sharp or harmful objects nearby.
I don’t know if I can do that my urges are really really strong
I’m here for you. I get this would be really tough
It's me @prashu
She’s not intending to do self harm brother…And it’s for her safety!! Didn’t mention sharp or anything… Might be anything that can protect her!!
If you harm yourself, it would be permanent. I know how strong these urges are, but please take a deep breath and try to relax yourself.
Firstly, I’m a girl and secondly, she clearly said that she might relapse with self harm.
It's me @prashu
Ahh sorry…I didn’t read that she wants to harm herself…
Are you okay?
Sorry I’m not okay
Why are you apologizing? It’s okay to not be okay. I’m here for you.
How can I best help you?
I’m apologizing because I did something and I just feel like a failure and just not okay
I’m not sure
What makes you say that?
I relapsed
I figured that out. How much damage done? Did you clear things up? Try taking a shower or just do anything that relaxes you. You’re not a failure. It happens. The urges are really strong and I get it.
A lot of damage
Did you apply antiseptic or anything on the wounds?
No
Please cover up the wounds after applying neccessary medicines. Is there anyone nearby you trust?
Ok I will do that
If there’s anyone nearby who you trust, you can contact them and just tell them that you got a few wounds (xyz excuse if you don’t want to explain anything) and that you might be needing help.
You are valid even if you’ve harmed yourself. Please remember that.
Not really
I understand
If you require medical assistance, do go for it.
I will try
If you need to sleep, but are unable to, try drinking some warm milk. If you feel scared, keep the lights on and lock your room
Ok thank you! I don’t have a lock on my door tho so I can’t lock it
Do you stay alone or with your parents, friends or family?
I stay with my grandma
To be speaking in a legal aspect, are you in the mental state to provide evidence to take further action and give a testimony? It’s completely up to you how you’d like to take this forward, but know this that your decision will be supported and I wish you healing.
Ok thank you!
Are you okay today?
No
What happened?
Hey! Are you okay?
Would it be okay if we connected privately?
Yeah that’s fine