I got him to tell me if something was wrong and something has been wrong for weeks. How has he made me feel so bad the last few weeks like I did something wrong. 

Relationships

We've all got something about ourselves  we wish we could change.But it's completely out of our control. The only thing we can control is how we deal with it .We have two choices,we can lay low or we can stay tall. # movie#tallgirl 

Self Love

Mai likhni lgi hu aaj mere dil ka haal 
Shuru krna chahti hu yeh kahani phir ek baar
Pr kaha se shuru kru bs wahi soch rhi
Aakhir itna mushkil toh nhi h
Roz roz khud ko smjha kr thak gyi mai
Bs ab haar si gyi hu mai
Kitni bhi koshish kr lu mai
Aakhir kyu haar rhi hu mai

Yaar pyaar kro toh kam se kam nibhah toh lo
Keh dene se bs sb thik hona hota meri jaan
Kya yeh pyaar h?? Joh itna dard de
Esa pyaar nhi chahiye yrr
Kya chahiye... aakhir kya chahiye
Move on krne ki koshish joh nakaam ho rhi h ab dekhi nhi ja rhi
Usko kisi or ke sath ab or dekha nhi jaa rha
Yaado se waqt kya tumhe ,tum toh sapno mai bhi aane lg gye
Yeh nend mera saath ab or nhi de rhi



3am Thoughts

I’m a side character in my own life. Just existing in every moment. Listening. Speaking. Observing. That’s all I ever do. Perhaps my only purpose.

Mental Health

Felling lonely anyone wants to connect with me!!

Lonely

In love with someone. But can't be with him. He was separated when we met and was about to apply for divorce but now things have changed and his wife is back. They do not share a very good relationship. She is verbally and physically abusive. I have heard her. His family seems to be happy with the arrangement. I am finding it really difficult to move on. We work together and i see him almost everyday. My parents are pressuring me to get married and i also feel the need for companionship. 

What should I do? Is it okay to continue seeing him knowing that there is no future together? I am just stuck at if it is morally right? Should I move ahead with an arranged marriage for which I am probably not ready. 

He is also going through a major depression phase for which he's not ready to take any counselling. He feels i should move on as he's not worth my time because he suffers from an autoimmune disease which would affect his mobility in old age. 

I just can't take the decision. He's the best i have had till now. I have never been so comfortable with anyone in my life. 





Has anyone ever reconnected with their ex? How did it go? 
Please share your opinions!
Really need them.

Breakup

at times i used to feel really lonely, like i didnt have anyone to talk to. this wasn't true, i had a million people around me who i could approach. even then, why did i feel lonely? why do most people feel lonely? in my opinion, it was because i wasn't comfortable in being with just myself. i didn't accept myself, i wasn't keen on understanding myself and being alone with my thoughts. once i realised this, everything changed almost instantly. of course, it is a constant struggle to try and be happy with just yourself, but it's only at the beginning. once you start doing it, you become independent and understand what 'loneliness' really is. once you start learning to be with yourself, you grow. 

Other

The finite things that make us really crazy are somehow saving us from going insane by the infiniteness of our unconscious.
Some dense lines said by a peer psychoanalyst simply throw light on how we make sense or nonsense of anything by dwelling in both misfit and misformation and the potential to heal from those, in our unconscious. The ability to be mad or crazy is a communication of our psyche , saving us from a more serious establishment of a psychic defence or a pathology.
Also, a ready link for you all to hear a counter intuitive take on evidence-based work on psychotherapy.
https://www.instagram.com/reel/C7pD-jMq0kW/?igsh=MWY2MDVtNG1iZDM0dg==  

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts