I got a seat on the metro today at peak time which is extremely rare. Made me happy hahaha

Happy

I can't do it anymore

3am Thoughts

I was in a 3 year relationship which I broke up for co worker who I fell in love with.
For more than 8 months, I've have been in a relationship with my co worker, but we don't seem to get along. We are always fighting. He is a Muslim and I am a Christian which has not been a problem. I have decided not to have sex outside of marriage, which he had no fully consented with.
Currently, we are not talking, before he begun his fast, we had a fight about the issue of having sex, he told me he will have to adjust to come to terms with my no sex lifestyle. Since he mind up his mind to adjust, things had not been good between us, he treats me as if I am not his girlfriend, when I asked about his behaviors, he wouldn't talk to me about it. He has been giving me mixed feelings. So, I decided to stop talking to him, I don't call him nor take his calls.
Now I missed him
What should I do

Relationships

My therapist told me how we shouldn’t write down our negative thoughts but rather find positive affirmations for them… but I see a lot of people doing the exact opposite on here, idk how much we are really helping ourselves like this. 

Having a gamer boyfriend is sucks🥲

Crush

I am very much confused rn....am i healing or not....some times i feel really good that she left me, i feel free from her toxicity i feel good that i am not with someone who was emotionally unavailable for me.....but sometimes this loneliness drench me from inside i get scared to sit with my feelings even though i know this is the process of healing. I don't know if this process is working for me or not 🥺

Breakup

Has it ever happened with you that when you get to know someone you realise how much wrong they are? You realise why people did what they did to them. It’s so messed up! How shall one deal with this situation?

Confusion

You can make friends with everyone but shouldn't annoy them

Frustration

**Poem**
वो रात का अंधेरा चांदनी में समाया सा है
ख्वाबों के साथ-साथ दर्दो का साया सा है।

किससे करूं तकलीफे यूं अपने सफर की?
सबकी मंजिलो में कोई ना कोई मोड़ आया सा है
वो रात का अंधेरा चांदनी में समाया सा है।

इंतजार में बैठी घड़ियां उस रात की,
की इंतजार में बैठी घड़ियां उस रात की,
कि सुबह का उजाला कुछ  उम्मीदें लाया सा है 
वो रात का अंधेरा चांदनी में समाया सा है।

मुसाफ़िर एक सफ़र का चल रहा उस राह में,
कि मुसाफ़िर एक सफ़र का चल रहा उस राह में,
कि हाथ थामने कोई हमसफ़र आया सा है,
वो रात का अंधेरा चांदनी में समाया सा है।।

कुछ दृश्य है अधूरे उन फूलों की तरह,
जो दिन में खिल के भी रात में मुरझाया सा हैं,
वो रात का अंधेरा चांदनी में समाया सा है।
- Queenn 👑

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