I get off on crashing my car and I can’t explain it. The big thud, the adrenaline the feeling of almost dying. I really really just want to crash cars for a living. I have gotten in 3 car accidents and have been turned on all 3 times. So it takes a lot of self control to drive because I’m poor and can’t buy a new car, everytime I crash one.

Other

I dont need anything i just want to be feel loved and happy

Love

You are busy doubting yourself while some people are intimated by your potential. 

Life

Hey there, I don't know where to start but I graduated last year, I did my engineering bcoz my parents wanted me to do and now I am unemployed and it's feel like I failed in life, I had lost interest in everything which I used to love and enjoy, my self esteem is very low,I am so hopeless about my future, I really want a change in my life but I can't figure out where to start. 

Self Esteem

I don't know but why I am feeling good today. I think I have stop expecting from anybody anything and set boundaries in between different relations which now will not affect me anymore.
Guys , stop giving priority to others, please start to prioritise yourself above other, because when you are at your mental breakdown, I think there will be no one with whom you can discuss your full problem. 
Stay healthy stay happy 😊


3am Thoughts

Love is Maggie noodles of human positive interpersonal emotions between 2 people. Love seems to be a primitive terminology when it comes to something cooking between 2 people of the opposite gender. Attraction infatuation etc. Are less appealing I don't know about history but love may be older too who knows but all an all it's popular term, like Maggie noodles is popular and first ever noodle that was known to people in India, so boomers or people born in 90s call any noodle as Maggie irrespective of it's brand.

So is the case with love it's popular and older than most identified emotions between 2 people so people who are not aware of technicalities and modern terminology mistakes everything with love. And moreover like Maggie is made of the same basic ingredients like flour and its masala by other spices and herbs. The same is true for love as it is made up of basic ingredients like need, lust, mutual goal alignments, specific physical features, sense of understanding when agreed by both or even 1 party etc. Just because proportion has changed it's love or attraction infatuation etc 

We human beings try to make things understandable, more humane so that we can function in society well that's why this term love exists otherwise love is just a blend of our requirements in a certain proportion. That's it. 

You know what's sexy? Discipline!

Didn't think I'd make this far to where I am now.Sometimes I'm so full of myself but sometimes there's void in me that nobody can fill even I can't.Why am I like this?Why can't I stop feeling like that?Does that happen to me only or is that something everyone goes through?These questions I ask to myself makes me feel awkward at times.Am I not qualified enough to be loved?Is there some criteria for people to love me?Ughhh,this is hard.What if I just leave this world so that I could go somewhere very peaceful above the clouds,free from chaos,a completely different place compared to this hectic earth,does that exist?
Maybe I'm just too emotional to handle tiny messy thing that happens to me.My heart is like that and so am I.Wouldn't it be great if we didn't feel anything?
No pain,no trauma,no heartbreaks,no expectations:(


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Hope all of you have a beautiful day ahead... ☀️ And don't forget to smile 😊
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