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Nirmika Jain @nirmika_jain

I gave up my dog, my Nimo, because my one love, my mom, didn’t wanna keep him.

I gave him to a person I thought was my really good friend. I gave it to him in the hopes that I’ll be able to keep meeting him.

But recently, that person said a lot of bad things to me and made me feel like shit. Actually, he has been hurting (not physical violence) me for quite a while. He hurt me emotionally a lot of times in the 5 years I’ve known him for. It’s just that I was too blind to see it. And I also didn’t wanna lose the only friend I had left.

Is it really okay for people to treat you like shit just because they know our weakness? Is it really fair? I’m bound now. I feel so trapped, suffocated, that I’ll have to keep talking to that person who treated me like shit, because I can’t stand not being able to meet my dog.

I had brought Nimo home, against my parents wishes, just because I thought I deserved being happy. He was 39 days when I brought him, and I nurtured him and treated him as I would treat my own human baby. And a child, is a mother’s heart just with a body of it’s own. I mean, you guys would think that I’m being really dramatic, but I’m really dying inside. This suffocation, this loneliness is killing me inside. If only Nimo was here with me, I wouldn’t be thinking about killing myself right now.

I miss him like hell. And I wanna take him in again, I’m ready to fight again, but that person just won’t give him back to me. I haven’t been able to stop crying since the phone call with my friend last night, not because I’d lose a friend, but because I won’t be able to meet Nimo if I stopped talking to him.

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pritam @singhpritam

Giving ur key of emotions and happiness to someone hand and who know what is ur weakness and he/she is the only friend you have is the most stupid thing someone can do. But this stupidity is very common every second or third person have done this. Just be okay to lose someone who is playing with ur emotions inspite knowing he/she is the only friend u have R8 now.

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Nirmika Jain @nirmika_jain

Thanks. Ik it’s stupid.

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varun @varun733

Time to move on…

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Nirmika Jain @nirmika_jain

It’s not easy.

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varun @varun733

U have any choice?

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Nirmika Jain @nirmika_jain

I was very difficult. But I’ve taken the step. I cut off from my friend. And because of that I won’t be able to meet Nimo also.
I’ll love him silently, on my own.

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varun @varun733

Hh…sorry to here but things happens in life we never expect…calm down and stay in hope …all is well… u are best …

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