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Kamakshi @malkani

I found love in my PhD final year. Married, age gap, a taboo, i already knew all life that this is not a right thing. Tried to bring that couple together to come out of guilt but it made things more complicated as I continuously kept torching myself to act happy. Emotions took hold of me. So many ups and downs and so many new revelations, heartbreaks. It’s been 1.5 yrs and we’re good together. Never forced him to leave his family for me, can’t leave all at once when I know he’s changed himself for me, i’m just done giving and giving. Emotional connect is there. But that loneliness of nights and anxiety of them together kills me from inside. Trips, meditation anything doesn’t help and I’ve completely lost tract of my career and future. Overthinking for 1.5 yrs kills your brain completely. I just know nothing helped me to move on and I were never like this before. Don’t know how to bring my life on track and once again keep my career and family as the priority.

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Joker 😈😈😈 @joker279

I would suggest you to just take a deep breath and spend alone time… give a break to yourself. Go for a vacation or if you can’t go for vacation then plan somewhere you can go alone in nature’s lap … There in a peaceful environment think about it . What you can do , think of all options also their pons & cons. .
You will result in something which can make you feel relieved…
Also if you want to share anything and want someone to vent to, then you can text me …
I don’t advise people, i just suggest people the options the decision should be theirs…

Kamakshi @malkani

Thanxx a lot.

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Joker 😈😈😈 @joker279

Mention not … you are always welcome 😁…
Best wishes for you to get over it and make a decision which is good for you . 👍

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Anonymous

Ek break lo aur phir se chhoti chhoti chijo me khushiya dhundna shuru karo aur sab kuch dheere dheere karo I know mushkil hoga lekin ho jayega sab sahi

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Too many things on your plate

Kamakshi @malkani

Hmm, live is revolving like a circle. Hard tried healings, positive attitude every month and then back to the start. I know moving out is the only option but it’s not easy when we’re actually living it.

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Knows about your feelings because once i felt same like stuck in loop but i think with time u make peace with things

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Anonymous

He don’t love you?

Kamakshi @malkani

He does. But has responsibilities which neither of us want to destroy. The main concern is I don’t want my personal life to affect my career and my mindset anymore. It’s been too much now.

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Anonymous

Oh try to get back on track, I will pray for you

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Anonymous

Take up this as a client project and think where are unusual things you can change and maybe you try different perspectives

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Anonymous

Yeahh this actually sounds good. Thanxx.

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You are welcome

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Krunal S. @krunal_shah

When you feel low think about good times and focus on things only what you love to do for few months while balancing the family.Everything will go normal,you are strong and powerful.Both are working to gether for betterment of family

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