i find that my desire for his touch is all i crave. it’s wrong, this shouldn’t be happening especially so much. he’s older than me, he’s a family friend. i feel disgusting about it but it’s the only thing that makes me feel good these days. the only thing that doesn’t make me feel numb.
It’s nothing wrong you can say to him.
Just think about him more
if i think about him, i’ll end up in his bed.
You said it na you feel good so there is nothing wrong until unless you are in limit
he’s 15 years older. i’m 18, he’s my dads partner
When did he touched do you? And do you talk about this with him? What he said to you? I know this feeling will not fade away from your mind soon better speak with him or find an alternative otherwise you will get the same thoughts again and again
