I find myself waking up at 4 in the morning, thinking how much of a waste of space I am. Still unemployed, still single, still with no children.
I woke up my poor dog whom she was wanted to sleep, and I feel like shit. I just want to end it all.
Today I sent my CV and portfolio to another company, one that we used to work with in my former job… I feel like shit, I’m 38 and I still feel like I am in the same place as I was when I was 33… The pandemic fucked my plans, but it feel like everyone is getting back up, except me.
Can’t afford therapy, can’t afford anything… I just want to sleep and never wake up.
I want to leave, and pray to God I close my eyes for the last time, every night.
junk DNA @tum
I am much younger then you & not seen the world as you hv seen…
I just want to mark my presence! and hope for smile in your face once again this lil brother on another corner of country…!! Prays for your wellbeing
junk DNA @tum
Yup…
Thank you.
junk DNA @tum
😂 its ok bro! Just want to be me and put views freely… So its a random profile… And lets just leave this thread!
junk DNA @tum
Yup… Hit the plus
