Ahhh same. It’s like I am freaking triangle in circle world.
One thing I’d like to emphasise is that you should never try to impress or work too hard so that they like you and accept you as a member of the group.
Do whatever makes you happy, be your self, and you’ll notice that you’ve formed a group or part of that group in which you don’t have to fit in.
You don’t need to. Trust your own personality