I felt everyone around me are using me for there purpose I have urge to start doing what I feel good for me but it's so difficult to do stuffs I like what should I do ?

3am Thoughts

Can't life be as beautiful and flowery as they are shown in k dramas? 

AHHHHH MY BESTIIIII MY MAID OF HONOR IS MOVING BACKKKKKK TO NYC OMG IM SO HAPPYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU 💞BARBIE💞



Oh and babe I have someone waiting for you(only for you) ohh I'm about to play match making 😏😈

Friends

So many people, encounters, feelings but we still crave for that one known person in a crowd. The one who is warm enough to the cold hurt, that we're already struggling. The sense of being heard, cared for >

I am missing you my p i need you so much right now need you to come back to me but i know you won't come back so i am done fighting for this relationship i am done caring about you when you don't even care about me 

Breakup

Hi guys, it's Tara here. Hope u all are fine and enjoy ur life .well, last day of 2022 is going on and also it's my last day on this app too ... I think I said this 2nd 3rd time that   I'm leaving this app 😂 but what can I do 🤷it's not my fault . I become addicted to this app but i swear this is the last post of mine . And in this  post I want share my experience with this app.. approx. 5 month ago when I installed it .firstly I read one post in which one girl mentioned that she fell in love with stranger and seriously I laughed alot 'coz i thought how it's possible to fell in love with any stranger about whom u don't know anything.. okay, afterwards I enjoyed this app even I made many connections too.however,there was 1 connection that changed me alot and it means alot to me although I didn't think anything like this before.. that someone met me like this and he became lesson of my life 😂.. kk. I don't wanna mention his name here.U know when for the 1st time i talked with him i thought he will also like other boys who keep talk for some time after that they ask for any other social I'D 😒.. but look how fortunate I was 'coz he was totally different.. he asked me daily about my day happenings about my hobbies, dreams, career, but he never ever went so personal. and he always motivates me at tough situations Life goes so beautiful at that time .. But kuch log ese hote he jine yeh sab ras nai atta.. yes I'm the one of them 🤚yaha kisi ka kasoor nai he it's my fault 'coz one day me lrdi kisi aur se aur gussa nikala bechare apne dost pe... After that I took break from this app.And he also.pr uske badd me toh AA gai pr woh ajj tak nai aya 4 month ho gye .. and look how stupid I am 'coz I'm still waiting for him.😉 Now plz don't think that I fall in love 😂with that guy.. I w8 for him bcoz he is just friend which is best. But now I realise some pplz come to make u laugh , create memories with and to learn u lesson. That's it. And it's not their fault it's urs 'coz u expect too much , when u hold onto that person even when they are long gone . In that moment u hurt urself . U create hell 4 urself by staying in the past . Life is not serious as much as u think . I guess most people just cannot accept that they had to let go of their dearest friend even if they didn't want to. Like me 😉but now I understand what u need to do 4urself is to create a safe place somewhere inside u. A place in heart like an connection that u need to build with urself where u feel whatever u want .. u need to take responsibility of ur happiness or sadness.. nobody's will come... These external things will come and go. But their absence or presence shouldn't bother u ... After that boy I talked with many others but they are all same .. I didn't find like him.. and  this is the end of the year and I think it's over .I expected too much that's why I created loneliness corner in my heart ... But now it's not anymore . Soo, let it go .. if they want to come welcome them, if they want to go , show them the way out . Period! Hence, instead of finding a connection that feels safe in the external world , and expecting people to turn out as u expected them to be , be that person who treat  herself with love . Love the experiences... That's all. Wish u a happy new year ahead 🎊

Coming Out

I'm 2 ears and 2 eyes, with no mouth

Personal Chats between me and my love interest girl.
She blushes around me in college and I think she feel shy to sit near me in laboratory.
I don’t know whether she likes me or not.
She talks to me via WhatsApp.
Please tell me or give me your opinion whether she likes me or not by reading the following personal chats and what should I do in the next step?
(Now, exam preparation is going on that’s why cannot talk much with her regarding love in this crucial time)

She: 
One simple ques 
Have u started liking me ?
If yes then why if no then why think about me and imagine me every time.

Me:
Yes, I do love you.

She: 
Well not interested
Well how much do u know that you got the guts to say this to me
Hardly I have talked once or twice with u and yet you have so much confidence that u approached really
I don't think if u like someone u will misbehave with them
But you did so I don't consider this

Me:
This is all I wanted to hear.
I want to ask you something before I go. 
Did you ever love me.. 
..even for a single day or a single moment?
Tell me just once...
..have you ever really loved me?  Even for a moment?
I won't leave without an answer to this question. 
I'm not going (her name)! 
Did you ever love me, even for a single moment?

She:
What if I say no
I have hardly talked with u (my name) how can I love a person in just one meet
I need to know that person first
I talked with u like I normally do with all my other friends
If I talk with someone for sometime that doesn't mean I fell in love with him I shouldn't be
I can't keep loving each everyone and according to my nature I know people from all departments including teachers so this actually sounds bullshit to me

Me:
I fall in love with you on July 18 2022, you talked with me afterwards.
She:
Exactly but I didn't fell in love with you even though I talked to u
That's the point
We have different perspectives.
Get out of your imagination world u know u won't get me anyways
So better u focus on what's imp for u
This is all what u wanted to hear now my thought won't bother u
Gn
Me:
Good night to you too              


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