I feeling terrible sometimes but I'm also have a good side which is also sometimes devils I guess 😅 idk it's random though HAHA LOL

I think it's okay to be whatever it's bcoz we're the lead of the path we want 🙂🤍

Yupp it truely is.And,not All side of us are worthy for All ppl to see them XD

Same here!Sometimes idk which personality of Mine is the real one

Love

I really want to harm myself right now. There's no end to this misery. Why does, always, my faith get tested in everything I believe in? 
Is it my fault that I care way too much about my career and future? I just want the best to happen, but somehow that's way out of reach. I feel sick and tired. I feel frustrated. I feel...numb. Kind of. I want to harm myself. I don't know what's holding me back. Maybe it's fear. The fear of what others will think of me (gosh 😔) . 
I've had enough. Just enough. I hate it. I hate myself, my decisions, my life and me as a person. 

Self Harm

I am feeling restless. Feel like crying hard

Loss

i find it hard for me to let out how i truly feel like ive been through alot and all my life ive had this problem in my mind ofc i can say what i want just fine but when i want to let it out its like i get all idk anxious? and its hard for my words to come out the way i want it too like right now i just recently had a break up with my gf and i told her i need to talk and it needs to be tonight cause i lied and said i was at my grandpa house cause idk how to let out my feelings like i struggle so hard with that and idk what to do and people act like its easy to let it out but for me its not they dont understand my struggle and even if i try to write it out its still hard to let everything out like it is in my head even now im having a hard time typing this... and idk thats not the only thing i struggle with but i was just wondering if anyone out there go through the same as i do and can leave some advice i guess? if anyone can help me on this i'll be thankful for it

Anxiety

Hi…the question here asked how i am feeling…so here it goes…i am feeling lost…i feel like crying the whole day…there is so much of pain inside me…so much of guilt…so much of regret…i dont know how to handle that…how to take charge of the mistakes that i have done…how to just go back in time and right the wrong…i just need someone to listen to me…to tell him that i cant survive without him…it is getting darker day by day…all i can think about is suicide and suicide…i do not know how to move on from someone… do not know what have i done to deserve all this…i do not why i am the villain when i have done nothing wrong…how to tell him…i do not know…each morning is a struggle…i have been to more than 100 temples since last 6 months and asked for the same thing…why i dont get it…why is there no one listening to me…i feel suicidal…i get panic attacks…anxiety attack…i do not know what to do…i am suffering which no one will ever understand…

Breakup

I've been pushing myself too hard these past couple of months. It's started to make me feel weak, and I constantly get sick. I know I should limit the things I do and take deserved rests, but I'm super stubborn. I've been suffering from depression since high school, and it still haunts me every day. I guess I just need someone to vent to. Someone to give me some good advice on what I should do.

Depression

Idk who wants to hear this but.. Stop giving your energy to people who make you feel like shit!! 

Growing Up

Worrying is like sitting in a rocking chair. It gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere!!

Productivity

Here I am, laying in bed surrounded by tissues, crying my eyes out. My small dorm room feels like a cage and I am a wild, unstable animal. Depression hits harder day by day and I don't know if I can even fight it anymore. My life is a mess. I am in a country far from home, I am a drop out, I didn't get to meet many people because of covid and I have no clue about what I want to do with my life. I find it very hard to find a subject that really interests me and because of that I tend to focus more on human relationships (friends, family, etc.). I always put others before me to the point that I neglect myself. I always try please others before pleasing my self and I just can't stop. I feel like a failure and an outcast that fits nowhere and everywhere at the same time.

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