I feeling awesome.its been one year journey .completed one year today in now&me app.
#Feeling blessed

Happy

I feel broken. Don’t feel like sleeping or if I sleep v rarely then when I get up I just don’t feel like getting up from bed. There’s nothing to do , nothing to look forward to. Everyone’s always just talking about covid. Everything just sucks currently.... anyone else feels the same ? 

Time

I am here to write about myself that I will read on days when my present days will no longer be same. I will marry my bf happily, today i cant tell about him to my parents. I will get my dream job. Today I'm 29,overaged for marriage according to people but after just two years my life will change. I pity on people who talk behind my back they are wasting their time. 

Motivation

I am just bored with staying at home and doing nothing i am tired of scrolling through social media all day i am deciding to study for my higher education but still i feel no meaning in my life what do i do

Anxiety

I have an emotionally and verbally abusive husband . We have lot of animosity between us . He is very controlling and disrepectul . He is also very untrusting and always doubts me . He is socially reclusive and awkward and a loner too. He has zero friends and is unable to form any friendships or value any relationship. He doesnot even want me to form any friendships and his unsocial nature makes him unpopular in any circle we move around in . Because of him , i also dont have much of a social circle and it is so isolating for me . He is not much of a companion or partner to me either . I feel so suffocated in this marriage . 
He is not my equal in anything . Be it social nature, intelligence, emotional IQ , personality or smartness , i know that i am much better than him . But all my talents and qualities go down the drain because of the person i married. I really badly want out of this situation . I am financially dependent on him and i have a daughter to think of too. 
I dont know what to do here. Anybody has any word of advice for me? 

Emotional Abuse

Hi, new to this..

Bored, just scrolling people's post of vacation, weddings and parties..
Everyone's bussy posting to prove that they are happy and bussy.

I dnt have friends to hangout and it's Okay!! Absolutely fine.. but somewhere i feel lonely, highly ignored and completely lost socializing skills. 

3am Thoughts

I need an advice.. 
If someone can guide me here,it would be helpful..

I was working in an MNC from last 2 years under a domain. From the beginning ,I didn't like the role even though I'm getting a good salary and promotions. But I feel I'm missing something and not happy with the work. I want to make a transition into another role. So I come up with a plan to resign and upskill in my notice period which is three months and 2-3 months after my notice period. Then give interviews..I will also make sure my financial needs are met after I stop working. Is this a good idea or do I need to work in the same company till I get another offer?

Feeling lonely.....is there anyone who need someone to share some sadness......

Caregiver

I'm tired...
I'm not okay...
I am seriously want to end this....
It just my religion that keep me strong till this day...

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