I feel unloved. 
My mom doesn't love me the way she used to when i was a kid.
My 'friends' don't love me
And The Almighty too. 

Don't parents love their children?
Aren't friends meant to love each other for who they are?

🥺❤ 
It hurts when you're blamed for something you never did ; when your loved ones doubt your love for them. 

I'm scared, they might take it otherwise and things would just get worse. 

3am Thoughts

Life update 🎉 : My mother hates me  !!!

Anxiety

very irritated today

Alcohol

Im frusterated with my mother. I just tried telling her that my favorite show was gonna finish tomorrow, and she was like haha I dont care. Then I told her she doesnt have to be a jerk about it and she took my phone. I clean this house every day, I listen to what SHE has to say, she talks shit to me all day, yet she still has room to punish me? i called her a jerk because it hurts that she has never cared about what I like, yet she forces every one else to care about what she likes. Idk im 18 and im getting tired of being stepped on. 

Family

i'mmm soooo irritated i feel like breaking things


I feel sad and I feel like my mom hates me she never lets me hang out with my friends or go to the mall or even go out in general  and no it’s not cause she cares about me..

Depression

So my mom and I have been living together as an arrangement to help her afford mortgage the house after her divorce. We do a lot together but sometimes she doesn't like my "temperment" or "attitude" towards her and it just baffles me how she doesn't see that I act the way I do sometimes because of how much of an a-hole she can be towards me. I seriously can not believe how delusional she is that she can seriously act like her ish don't stink and think that she's always the victim.

Emotional Abuse

My dadi is so shit!
I never liked her 
She always ask my mom do to the work 
Fuck yaar
I want don't want my mom to suffer
I get thoughts to kill her but obviously i can't
I just want her to disappear
One day she came to me and said your mom make good food or I
So i replied my mom duh!
I was so happy to look at her fucking shit face!
She is Hitler !!!
I want her to go away and let my mom live her own life
She always talks about bua and my sis
She is so anti of some religion
I hate her 
I don't want her 
She is fucking shit asshole
Motherfucker she is !! 


Anger Issues

Imagine having a mother that always invalidates your feelings after FORCING you to open up then expects you to come to her with honest opinions feelings etc..yeah it’s great 

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