I feel unloved. 
My mom doesn't love me the way she used to when i was a kid.
My 'friends' don't love me
And The Almighty too. 

Don't parents love their children?
Aren't friends meant to love each other for who they are?

🥺❤ 
It hurts when you're blamed for something you never did ; when your loved ones doubt your love for them. 

I'm scared, they might take it otherwise and things would just get worse. 

3am Thoughts

I'm irritated all of the time
She makes me angry for litteraly no reason and so I have intrusive thoughts that retain me from thinking
I discovered that I'm adaptating soo much to people that whenever I wanna share something or do something I really like with the other part and they reject the suggestion I feel so disappointed I just end up shutting myself
Like this is the story of my life
Whenever I remember my mom she's bored
Whenever I remember my sister she is angry
So I never get to be a child,
And as I didn't get to be a child I can't bear seeing the child in others
So I'm just angry
I feel dumb
. 

Anger Issues

The only person I used to talk with was my father, after he passed away it's really hard for me to communicate with my mother, eventhough I try my best to not turn the communication into argument, she does it anyway. It's so exhausted living like this, she just wants to control what I do, how I do. I know it is hard for her after my father but it isn't easy for me either, compromise can be done from both the sides, can't it now?

Anxiety

My mother is so obsessed with me i am 23 but literally i feel 10 in front of her . I get a treatment as if i am her world . 🌍 i love you ma but can’t say it infront. 

hey this is my first time using this platform but i rlly need advice
i dont hv the best relationship with my mom, but we love each others. she is a perfectionist and want the best for me, but she also has anger issues. she gets hella mad rlly easily at nothing. we've been going thru tough times, and as an only child, she gtends to take out the anger verbally, which i learned to not care about. i mean, how else can she express herself. 
but today was much more.
she doenst usually hits me, but sometimes she doies. most of the time its juts a slap, but today i was being stubborn, and i didnt want to back down from the argument. u can guess where this went. but its not THAT serious. i mean its just a few more slaps. but idk what to do. i mean, she expects me to be perfect, and i have no one to help me tell her that its impossible. sometimes i dont even want to continue living, cz i have no motivations. nothiung keeping me in line. i have so many moral values that i let go bcz i dont care at this point.
what should i do

Misunderstanding

Mom keeps telling me that she wants to die. I don't know why she doesn't do anything about it and why she keeps making my life hell because of that. Like go ahead and do it woman. Why are you abusing me because of that? 

Is it really true that mother's understand everything about her child. Like I have read many quotes like mother are like God, they understand their child the best.. Where is this best mother in world.. Why I don't have any?? Why my mother is not understanding.. I m not saying my mother is bad.. She just never understands me, never care for me.. She is selfish but everytime she tells me that she is sacrificing so much for me, she is here for me.. But it's not true my experience with her is saying whatever she is saying is false.. She was not there for me whenever I needed her the most. . She never ever cares for me.. She cares only about society & her reputation, her work.. She is selfish.. Why I don't have world's best mother. .sometimes I think she don't even want to understand.. 

Depression

My mom is either my Best friend or Satan, there is no inbetween 😶‍🌫️💯

I hate my mom like more than anything in this world 

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