I feel trapped in a box where i want to get out try things which i have never done before but something is holding me and not letting me go out of that little box ..it needs courage to get out i wish I can 

Start with usual stuffs that your friends are trying out and then go for the daring ones.

Fact that ypu recognised it as an issue is the first step towards solving it. You just need to trust your choices.

Same issue with me. After COVID i am staying at home. Can't explore new things. Feels like I am wasting my younger years.


Anxiety

I feel empty like I don’t even know what to feel at this point. I have tons of work to do, I JUST CANT CONCENTRATE and I’m in an important school year and can’t mess it up but I’m so done with everything like I’m being fine to the people I know but deep inside I know that I’m just acting and putting a mask on. And maybe I’m a burden to everyone else like I don’t know, I’m so done. Yeah and my family does want me to score really well and have expectations on me, I’m sometimes grounded from talking to my best friends as well I don’t know why. Everything is so messy idk how to fix it like I just don’t wanna live, maybe that’ll help 

Today I had a good day. I didn’t think of the past or anything bad. Just had a peaceful and happy impact in myself. I just felt peace w myself. Which I haven’t been feeling like for months. It feels good to be feeling like this again after a rough path. Now all I wish is that this feeling stays forever and I also wish to put more achievements in my days, for an example to study more, meditation and most importantly exercise more. I want to lose so much weight and I do struggle everyday but I know one day I will achieve my goal I just need to begin somewhere. And I will start today! Amen for me.

Life

My boyfriend is starting to not come around as much, we hardly see each other and we hardly text now. He’s rude but tries to say stuff in a joking way but when we text it’s just for a few minutes and then he takes a few hours to respond back to me. We don’t hug or kiss anymore. :l it’s kinda hard to keep a conversation with him too tbh but he does say he still loves me but i don’t know

Boyfriend

If u had one last day left to live what would uh do???

Hii guys i wanna talk about this one incident with you guys...so i was with my   friends and there was a guy whom my friend was talking too...then she turned the camera towards me...and the random guys whom she was talking to suddenly commented " are put some filter on this vc" he said this because i have dark skin tone..and when i backed off a little bit he said yeah now it's fine, now u don't need any filter....if u want to talk to her or you want to impress her it's fine go for it..i wasn't even intrested in talking to you...but why do u have to be rude with me...why does it always happens with me?? Why all the guys ignore me because of my friends??? Am i this much ugly?? Its not easy to accept yourself the way u are but whenever i tried to accept my this much ugly self people always breaks my Confidence apart some how?? How can I focus on my studies?? I am not that confident anymore?? I hate going out now with new people?? I hate going to college too?? My teacher always give priority to beautiful girls..i am missing my chance to shine i know..but still..

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