i feel too much pressure I’m trying to be the best version of me but how I’m scared of people validation and opinions holding me from moving forward it’s exhausting
I’ve been through a lot physically and mentally and emotionally and religiously and people are so mean they talk like what I’ve been through is nothing dude I’ve been fighting myself for 14 years
and all what they say is why are you like this ? There is something wrong with you !. I’M PERFECTLY WRONGGGG WHAT THE F YOU WANNTTTT
😔 I’m just a guy who loves to make new things and just want to help others but I can’t because every guy I meet is acting like I’m something bad because I’m not masculine or manly enough or they see me like weak but I’m not I just love peace and nice sweet thing I love being nice and never hurt people because they hurt me before and it feels bad and I don’t want you to feel like what I felt this is why I act super nice with people
OK you can do one think if your scared
Sit down close eyes and feel the feeling and just meditate for a while
Try to release the knots within you.
It might take time but trust me if the minute feeling what you got in first place if you know then the root cause you will understand which will in turn open up the solution to your problem and who knows you might look at the situation in different perception.
Everyone feels one or other kind which is normal.
Just solve it and dont pile up coz it may lead to complex things where you might not know what exactly would the root cause.
Just feel the thing and let it go
You could read, lstn songs or medidate during that time but connect with inner most feeling of yours
You will realise the knots releasing and you will feel happy in no time.
😀😀