I feel this overwhelming guilt about not opening up to my bf who has opened up to me so much and I know that he wouldnāt judge me because he is the sweetest and most caring person I have ever met but I physically canāt say anything about the past and itās killing me
But there can be misunderstanding if he didnāt read that perfectly,
Iāll suggest go talk with him.
Maybe or maybe not š¤·š»
Hey itās ok you donāt have to rush to tell him about your past , wait for it like moment when you will be in sad mood
Take care ā¤ļø
If you wanna share about it that badly then do talk with him
What does your instinct say? Does it say not to trust him? That could be the fear of losing himā¦whether it be online or offlineā¦to stop that guilt, u must plan firstā¦on how to reveal it to himā¦
It can be through any method wether telling him on callā¦that is if you have gotten that close yetā¦or through something else
Itās ok dont do anything you are not ready forā¦ U not feel perfectly ok for urselfā¦ And say him clearlyā¦ If anything ā¦ He will understand if you thinks that he is nicest for youā¦ Donāt be in hurryā¦ Just listen to yourselfā¦ Donāt do anything against to your will!!