I feel stuck in life ! Sometimes I wish to do so many things!! Painting, photography, writing .. I feel I dnt have any talent !! I am good at nothing rather than being boring and lonely!! I have no one to share my thoughts!! Ehen I try to express how I feel I am being mocked !! People around think I am not mature !! I like living with nostalgia!! Whatever I do wherever I go !! I just keep dreaming!! I always have thoughts in mind!! I am not 100 persrnt in present! I don’t like living jn present !! I

I know it happens!! May be with many!! How can we escape it is the question!!

Even I can’t!! It says I do not have the access to the feature!!

I write random thoughts!! Recently left that too

Words just stopped coming in my head these days!! I take a pen think for hour’s but I just fail to scribble 

I will try to follow the same!! Atleast a line daily !! It happens that I take a diary .. I try to write !! I feel that diary is nt right!! I pick another !! I just cannot think what to write and that is the prblm !! When worss come you write anywhere .. a piece of paper, on napkin .. it is just all excuses which I make of not writing because it is me who is not capable off 

U see a bunch of wires !! Or an earphone for an instance!! You see how entangled they are .. that is life to me !! All messed up!! Entangled!! 

I dnt like talking to people!! I dnt have frns to talk!! I just dnt believe in friendship

Nostalgia

Hi there,
Every ending is a new beginning, Trust it.

Affirmations

So life's been pretty weird for the past two years and seems like everything is working against me. I took a chance and dropped for something I've always wanted to do but nobody really has faith in me and this is somehow acting as a great source of anxiety for me. Don't know why but I procrastinate alot these days. I've gained weight and now I feel conscious. Any suggestions so that I can be more productive and avoid what I am going through? 

Stress

I feel exhausted, I feel like giving up but at the same time, I don't want to. The heaviness in my heart just gets heavier as I keep feeling sad. I mean I am not diagnosed by a doctor but I think it is very obvious that I have depression, I have been feeling so sad for years that I don't even feel a thing. But if you are curious, it's been going on since 2016...sometimes I feel like that's a lot for a teenager to handle alone but what can I do. I'm getting so tired tho, I'm used to it but it was easier to handle it back in middle school because it just left like a little wave passing but and leaving as fast as it came. Now it's harder because it comes stronger and doesn't leave right away, it gets bad to the point that I self-harm.

Self Harm

Hey! I am a 22 year old woman. I have a perfect life, a good and supportive family, great friends and a wonderful boyfriend. It’s just that i am not happy and i feel like i dont know who i am, what i have become or where i am going. I have these many people but still i cant share to them what i feel, its cause I don’t want to, its cause even i dont know why i feel this way. I have had certain traumatized experiences from the past, that changed me, i got so anxious that it gets hard for me to get out of my home, i got so many fears about relationships that i always anticipate worst possible scenarios so that i could just be prepared dor anything bad that is coming. Its just i dont know when this started and when i became like this, i am not suicidal per se (i have been in the past) but i have no hopes on this life either. Its just no matter how much i try , it gets harder, and bigger. I have been practicing yoga and meditation since an year or two , but i dont think so it is helping me cope with anxiety and fears, or maybe that i am not able to do it properly. I have been searching for reasons and solutions, my mood swings are so high that it disturbs my day to day life. Please help me!

Depression

Just re-watched La La Land and I think it was best for both of them to let go of the love for their career.

3am Thoughts

Your sense of belonging means nothing in the face of absolute scale of the space-time.

Motivation

I've been feeling nothing lately....it might sound weird but yeah been through alottt for past few months that I've forgotten to feel anything like nothing saddens me anymore...a person who had mattered to me alot left without any specific reason and I didn't felt as much hurt as I thought I could feel if he left me...I just accepted it and moving on with my life but still I feel something holding me back...like I'm stuck...nothing excites me anymore...I'm just living my life as my routine and it just passes by...and talking to new people just stress me out...everyone wants someone in their life...someone who'll listen to them...who'll be their strength or motivate them...I n my life I also had found a person but now everything has changed and he's no longer here...so I no longer desire to be with anyone anymore...the only person I can feel comfortable with is myself...I don't think I can be able to love or anything...because the only thing that I know is to Love myself...yeah soundsSelfish....but the only person you can rely on is yourself...so don't choose anyone over you...always choose yourself and try to make yourself happy...because people will leave you sooner or later...I started to write this because I just wanted to vent...and idk if someone will read it or not...but if you're then I thank you from my heart for reading it....God bless...😃

I used to feel sad but now I just feel numb. I have people who I love more than myself and they have so many expectations from me and I don't want to let anyone down but in all this I've lost myself and now I'm too tired to look for me again! I'm 21 and I'm already done with this life!! 

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