I feel stuck. IDK about my future goals, and the people around with me hang out with me when they can't find anybody, they abandoned me. I hate this listening to upbeat music while feeling nothing inside. will it get better?

Definitely... it is a phase and you will pass this...just don't stress too much on it

Lonely

How much do you earn and what city/town do you live in?

3am Thoughts

It still hurts me like hell I blocked him but I get affected by things he does what should i do
I started hating myself now😖

Relationships

You or in true love

Love

I was going through my gallery and accidentally saw your photos I almost forgot they existed. I did cry when I confessed to you and stopped talking to you. It’s been 8 months and I didn’t have the guts to go through my gallery and look up your photos or go and read our old chats. I missed us so much that I was afraid I might breakdown when I see anything related to you. Now that I saw you in my gallery and as I was thinking how I don’t think about you often like I did before…… I instantly cried I miss you so much that I can’t even explain anyone. I guess it was easy for you cuz I was just among many other girls who said they like you for more than a friend. I don’t care what these people are gonna think about me from my post but I just wanted to vent and somewhere I wish in tiny that you could see this post and miraculously know it’s me and text me asking I’m okay. Yeah that was stupid.

Other

I just finished my Spanish exam and i hope i did good cuz im not the best at it but im pretty good at it! i was the first one done......

Education

https://youtu.be/B7SkAq_94J8

Pehla pyar 💞😌💞

I don't know where's the love has gone...the love I had for some people....the people who mever loved me back...but my heart tried to hold them...but I couldn't....nowadays I only feel numb...nothing seems right...my life it just feel like I'm breathing only...not living...I've been trying to enjoy my own solitude but still...I don't want to with anyone....I'm feeling like my heart is hollow and there's nothing left:)

I'm feeling jealous of my best friend. Not exactly jealous of her but of the attention she is getting. So there's a guy who is our mutual friend and lately he's giving her more importance than me. I know I cant lter his behaviour but I'm generally the attention seeker of the group so this feels a bit awkward to me. I know  i sound completely stupid but i dont know how to even control this feeling and every time she tals abot him i feel like screaming. I'm not in love with him or anything, i just enjoy the attention. 
Lately, Ive stopped talking to her or answering any group calls because i feel i will act out and it will make her feel ba and i dont want that to happen. This is my internal problem but i dont know how to get out of this?

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