I feel sorry for myself, since I was young I always feel I need to meet people’s expectations, that’s why I hide my true self. And now I’m older Im still the same, I work really really hard in my jobs because the higher up have high expectations of me and it’s only been a year since I worked there. My hair starting to show grey hairs despite my young age, I realize I’m working too hard at the expense of my health. But I want to say to myself “ bear it for 5 yrs and world will turn great for you, I believe in you🙏🏻”