i feel so unproductive and demotivated all the time. i wish i could be alone for a while, in a different place, in a different age, i just want to stop existing in the present. not like die, but i just really need a time-out.i need purpose because this ambiguity in my life sucking the joy out of me. my values don’t match my expensive dreams. capitalism can go fuck itself.
I understand how it feels to simply be alone with your own thoughts and be comfortable with it. It is a seperate kind of joy altogether. I would just say that give yourself time to realise that purpose. It will take time and a lot of wrong decisions but you will get there. Take care and all the best xx