I feel so stressed an anxious because of my step mother, 
Only today, she has caused my friend to think I’m a lying to them, and she has tried to sabotage me. I’m so stressed and I just want someone to talk to, so I wanted to vent here. 

Thanks , I really appreciate it, I’m just so stressed about it all, hope your well.

Anxiety

Mom was in living room talking shit about me and I heard it from my room. I am crying, I do not want to live

Emotional Abuse

My mother and I aren’t talking to each other since yesterday. She was being very rude to me all morning so in the afternoon when again she said something rude I lost my calm and screamed at her that she needs to stop being so rude to me. She isn’t seeing her fault and thinks I misbehaved with her so she’s ignoring me and I’m also ignoring her because I didn’t like the way she was talking to me. So now we’re both ignoring each other and not talking at all.

Family

I hate my mother she take me our colony kitty parties just so she don't need to cook at home aur mai 3 mahine se dinner me chole kulche khaake bore ho Chuka hu these all ladies doesn't change food menu mai kya karu? 

Does my mom feel happy after saying the most hurtful deepest darkest words to me on a daily basis 

3am Thoughts

Very bad and depressed.On a silly matter,my mother screamed at me. I have just asked her to clean the bottles so that I can drink water was rusty I had brought what yesterday from text which is 15 minutes away from my home and she shout in such a way that I have asked the to do to climb a mountai. And in return I lost my anger and IVF arrogant with her and and she just beat me. I m age of 17 and a boy. In written I have tried to my best possible way to control my anger but I can't and I threw the ball was her and it hit hard I know but I was really sorry for that as I can't give my control to my to myself. Then she told that you are a down and dumb boy and you should be killed I should have killed you at your tender is you are a f****** boy you are better to hang and commit suicide I hate you die. She told me that you are a period and you should rather die by committing suicide I will not kill you you commit suicide and I will say that you are that and I will also get it from burden of you.

Depression

i really hate when people be like “that’s still your mom”  I DONT CARE  she’s horrible and my number one bully

The mother wound that I carry goes on too deep. She lives through me but I am not living how she wants me to ,how she would want to. The possessiveness in the name of care suffocates me.

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