I feel so out of place and just not right. I can’t talk to anyone or get rid of the thoughts I’m left with. So I write and give my problems to a character but I still have them
I think the best thing to do express your thoughts to a person or post them here and make them your own. the reason you don’t feel better is your thoughts are not being heard or replied to. I also love writing books but I’m not good at it so if you want a friend maybe we can talk.
I hear you. I know exactly how it feels when you have noone to talk to as no one understands. It sucks. This world is a selfish place. I hope you find the friend you are looking for. If possible see a therapist.