I feel so inferior on dating sites by seeing girls photos that mera mann hi nhi krta dating apps download karne ka.


Pata nhi chahiye kya hota h girls ko aaj tak bhagwan nhi jaan paaye toh hum kya h 😂😂😂

Bhai bhookh ke alawa bhi body need hoti h u know what I mean ??😂😂

Yrr give up nhi yahan log offend ho jaate h bht jaldi

Aare jo phle bola tha wahi smjh looo 😂😂😂😂😂

Good bye. Bro mein zara pizza hi mangwa lun 

Haan bas install hi krte h aage kuch nhi 😂

Hey there. See irrespective of whether you are attractive to the opposite sex or not, you still have value. And regarding your inferiority, let me tell you that I have very gorgeous female friends of mine dating guys who are just average in looks. Those guys are good human beings, intelligent, ambitious, driven and have a good personality. A fact about dating apps- many photos are edited. So what you see might not be the truth

Agar koi ladki mujhe baar baar dekhti hai( No smile), aur wo aur logo ke paas meri burai karti hai(this is confirmed) to kya reason ho sakta hai iska? 😐 

Confusion

Feeling low. I want to move on to my 9 plus relationship, but samjh bhi nahhi aarha hai kse karuu, mann mei bhut bharipan sa haii,. Now we are not talking but aisa lg rhaa h ki baat bhi ho jaaye . Feeling like I want to cry out loud , scream , samjhau ussey what the fck I'm feeling right now just because of his behaviour and all. But deep down i know he will never understand. 

Anxiety

               Meri zindagi……                                    I try to express My depression in words. Makes me Keep fighting

Bachpan se suna tha zindagi ek safar hai. 
Par mera yeh safar tho har din anokha hai. 
Kabhi din nikalta hai hasi ki Khilkariyon sa
Kabhi in aankhon main chupaye un anginat aansuon sa. 
Kabhi lagta hai ke main tukdo main bikhar gaya. 
Kabhi lagta hai ke meri rooh ko sukoon mil gaya. 
Kabhi main us chaand se akela lakhon taaron ke beech main 
Kabhi jugnoo sa raat ke andhere main akela timatimata sa. 
Kabhi ek mukhota pehne ek bheed ka hissa bhi main. 
Aur kabhi kisi purani kitab sa bhoola pada ek kone mai main. 

Depression

I am 😂 dramatic, emotional, comedian, singer, writer, caregiver, maybe your good friend as a stranger..... sab kuch hoke vhi single life enjoy kar raha hun 🌝💫
Being single, you will realize more about yourself because your own happiness exploration comes more 😊🙌🏻

Intro

Dunia ki fikr kar,
Doosro ka khayal kar,
Apne jazbaaton ko bahar ki dunia ke liye rakh zaroor,
Par yaad rakh ae dost, khud se bhi utna hi pyaar kar...

Hum insan bohot hi ajeeb hain agar dhyaan se socha jaaye toh, pyaar bohot hai sab mein par kahan, kab , kisse aur kyun dena hai ye janne mein aksar bhool kar dete hain.
Family se pyaar karenge, doston se pyaar karenge, BF se pyaar karenge, husband se pyaar karenge yahan tak ki we love the nature too... but sabko pyaar dete dete apne liye pyaar kahan gum ho jaata hai ???? socha hai kabhi? 
We are social animals and obviously we need someone to survive with to make our lives more liveable but we tend to forget the fact that INSAN AKELE AAYA HAI AKELA HI JAAEGA...
By the time we realise this, hum itna pyaar undeserving logon par ya doosro par invest kar chuke hote hain and usse hurt ho chuke hote hain ki humare andar humare liye hi pyaar nahi bachta.
Apne aap mein kami, khud se nafrat, doosre zyada ache...ye sab feel hone lagta hai..
Aisa karna hi kyun hai.. when we all have one life and we know we have to live it to the fullest toh khud se pyaar kyun na karein? 
Why do we wait others to give us the love we want from life rather than developing it from within us? 
Mere dost, agar khud se pyaar nahi karoge toh dunia tumse pyaar nahi karegi ...because unless and until you value yourself ..people will not value you and your love..
TOH KHUD PE REHAM KHAANA KAM KARO AUR KHUD SE PYAAR KARNA START KARO..
SPREAD LOVE AND BE YOU...

Happy

There was this classmate of mine who i called bro while chatting on insta and he didnt like it. He insisted to not calling him brother even though he doesn't like me. My boyfriend hacked my account and read the chat and blocked him. And then i got angry and then had a argument with my partner and then unblocked that friend again. But after some time the classmate proposed to me again and then still i kept talking to him 😭 he wld ask for pictures( not nudes ) and i wld send them to him. I brother zoned that friend though but i shld not have kept talking to someone who likes although i always shut him down whenever he flirted with me. Does this count as cheating ????
 I dont know why but i really feel very guilty for breaking up with by boyfriend because i thought he was insecure and controlling.

3am Thoughts

 
koi paas ho jisse do lafz kehte hum aankho se , jinki baatein sunte dil se , unki khushiyo ko mehsoos krte har ek dhadkan se , bina bole wo hume aur hum unse baatein krte jahaan k , 
waqt tham sa jata unke saath , tapti dhoop v sawan si lagti jinke saath , unki ek jhalak saari pareshaani dur kr de , unki ek muskaan mere musibato se lrhne ki wajh hoti . wo hote to na lagta yu khaali sa , na katne ko daurhta ye akelapan , bheerh me ho k v ghum na hote hum .
koi hota paas jisse lafz do kehte hum ankho se .

Lonely

Tere pas yaadon ka mela rahega,
Tu logo me rehke akela rhega..

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