I feel so alone and useless in the world. I can’t get a job no matter how many times I apply. I seem to lack any real skills or qualities. Im ugly. I have a boyfriend but I don’t even think I wanna be with him anymore. I want a passionate love, not a boring relationship. I just hate life atm. 

Anyone have any advice?

You know what, 
today is my girlfriend's wedding. 
I know she doesn't want to marry in this age even I don't what she will get married at this age. But coz of she have to marry 🥺
I don't know what should I do. I never slept whole night and still awake. 🥺

Boyfriend

I was having a 3 year relationship and things where going prity well. But due to some work I was not able to talk to her properly from 2 weeks and I was feeling guilty for that so I decided to surprise her with the bouquet of roses and her favourite cake I visited her flat as I was having a spare key of her flat so I entered her flat to surprise her and have some quality time with her. But as I entered her flat I was shocked I saw her with some other guy in the bed she was cheating on me so I left that place it has been 3 day I m not able to overcome from that moment and the same thing flash in my mind again and again I feel so alone and lonely coz. I m not able to share this thing with anyone in my circle 

Plz. Help me out and let me know what should I do I m open for suggestions 

Love

Can relationships survive after one person has cheated or does the other person always be insecure and you can never go back to feeling the same old again?

Cheating

Loving them shouldn't hurt you.
You are loved my love❤️

3am Thoughts

Most people of our generation have only heard about crises from history books or stories. But as now COVID-19 has shown what it can cause on a global level. I think now we can perceive what a more influential crisis can do to us.
As Tony said in Avengers: "That up there, that's the endgame".
and that endgame can be anything from global warming to simply just overpopulating the earth.
We may be the smartest species on earth but that doesn't make us invulnerable.

Other

I don't know whether I will be able to control my anger. I hate it when I am there for everyone else. And when I look for someone, I have no one to go to. 

Anxiety

sometimes the image of my future scares me, mainly because on some level i feel like I'm not giving my 100% right now, and that might affect how my future turns out to be. im scared i won't make it, but this fear is stupid because you only get reward when you make efforts. so this isn't about the fear of my future, its my incapability to overcome my procrastination, and that is what scares me. 

suicidal- and ded inside. hooray- 😀💊🔪

Social Anxiety

Big confession ahead alert!

I believe the problem with me is that I can't see my friends in relationships. I know its pretty dark but, It triggers me to another level. Maybe it makes me realize that I am not in a loving relationship. It makes me feel lonely, I am not able to stay with anyone long term because I just know that this is not the person i am going to marry so I don't let myself get attached to them. and when i see my friends having people, with whom they can give their 100 percent and can possibly even marry, I just get jealous. Jealous that I don't have anything like that. Also, I do want to focus on my career right now. These things really take a toll on me.

I have destroyed some of my friendships m=because of this feeling and i am not proud of it. But I will make myself better. I will be happier for my friends from now on. And i will get past the guy who i.ve been crazy over for the past 2 years. (I realize that the reason I am crazy for him also has a similar reason. I know we don't have a future because he doesn't love me the same way so its a safe space for me. Someone to think about, flirt with, have fun with without having the pressure of a relationship).



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