I feel so alone and broken rn. I want to die but I'm trying not to.

I just had a big breakdown a week or too ago and I feel like my mind shattered. Now I feel so empty.

I was crying and screaming because I got really scared because I got triggered. I have started hearing voices and seeing shadows again now. 

Like mostly humanoid shadows, sometimes I see their faces. I hear them in my head. 

It feels like I'm really high up. Like a building. Like I might fall off if I'm not careful. 

I'm on a ledge, there's no where to go but down. I feel like the fall might not be that bad. 

I'm not literally on a building. I'm at home. 

No it just seems better than to always be on a ledge of the building. 

No I'm not sorry. I'm trying just hard. I feel like my mental pain is getting worse and worse. 

Things will change. You just have to ride it out. Something will change in your life that makes you very happy. I can’t promise how soon it’ll be, but you won’t know how long you have to wait until it actually happens. And then you hold onto that as long as you can :)

Why you wanna die, why such harsh decisions on yourself!!!?

Because I don't help anyone or do any good. 

Most of them don't tell me bad things, there are some who do tho. 

May be why not you try?
Btw are you Olivia from Canada?

Don’t picture it as something abnormal, keep on trying.

Depression

I feel like I wanna kill some one

3am Thoughts

I'm in break up how to come out of it

Breakup

if none told u today, I want u to know that ur loved 💖🧸

Compassion

Started my small business right now Dishwashing and Fabric Conditioner Refilling station business. however everything is not doing great I'm starting to think on stopping this. 

Adulting

I have realised recently that I am a people-pleaser and an anxious individual. I am looking for books that would help me refine my life and deal with that aspect of my life. It would be really nice if you guys could drop a few suggestions. 🥺🥺

Life

I want to end my pain.

How to control overthinking. It kicks up the anxiety leading to dissatisfaction. Ahh its irritating. I'm being really hard on myself.

Anxiety

Why I can't express my feelings into words? I don't understand what is on my mind. I want to express it properly. I wan't to understand my mind. It make me breakout sometimes. I feel so stress when I'm alone. And also when I feel alone. My mind is just getting worst. Sometimes, when I overthink, and I do really want to express it, I want to tell everything what is on my mind. And when I'm going to speak or type it, it suddenly disappears. 

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