I feel so alone and broken rn. I want to die but I'm trying not to.

I just had a big breakdown a week or too ago and I feel like my mind shattered. Now I feel so empty.

I was crying and screaming because I got really scared because I got triggered. I have started hearing voices and seeing shadows again now. 

Like mostly humanoid shadows, sometimes I see their faces. I hear them in my head. 

It feels like I'm really high up. Like a building. Like I might fall off if I'm not careful. 

I'm on a ledge, there's no where to go but down. I feel like the fall might not be that bad. 

I'm not literally on a building. I'm at home. 

No it just seems better than to always be on a ledge of the building. 

No I'm not sorry. I'm trying just hard. I feel like my mental pain is getting worse and worse. 

Things will change. You just have to ride it out. Something will change in your life that makes you very happy. I can’t promise how soon it’ll be, but you won’t know how long you have to wait until it actually happens. And then you hold onto that as long as you can :)

Why you wanna die, why such harsh decisions on yourself!!!?

Because I don't help anyone or do any good. 

Most of them don't tell me bad things, there are some who do tho. 

May be why not you try?
Btw are you Olivia from Canada?

Don’t picture it as something abnormal, keep on trying.

Depression

Do girls are more excited to sex than boys? 

Adulting

Can someone talk to me I am trying to make friends I feel alone . 

Stress

Need more of your suggestions girls! Please?

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Relationships

I m not into mon ey - just not. I believe character is something i should look in a person, a partner. I can earn my own mon ey but people around me judge me for this they think i m a fool girl i should marr y rich I HAVE NOT EVEN A CENT INTEREST IN RICH PPL. I want to be one but marr y who i love and unfortunately he is not rich so yeah- ppl think thats a problem for me 

3am Thoughts

How can i focus on my study ? 
Been failing a lot of test but in this year i really want a good result so that my family will also be proud of me . 


Growing Up

Suggest me some good songs 

Music

I left my college in 2nd year and joined another one due to environmental and adjustment problems. I had a choice of choosing so i choosed. But people tell me that you are weak and coward for leave saying they were some life problems and u need to fight. Now i don't know what to dl

I dont like my family 🙂 i just dont its not that they are not good people. They just didn't treat me right so now when they try to do so, i dont want it. I have distanced my heart from them. I feel thet all are fake and just fake

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