I feel shitty right now.I had dated someone who I thought will be my last but he broke up with me meanwhile there was this guy pursuing me while I was still in a relationship.For a year,I did not listen to him but along the line we started bonding but as friends.When I had my breakup he was there for me and I cried.He knew what I went through.The pains.He even insulted the person and said why would he make someone like me cry and all sorts.We continued being close friends but he wanted more and I had already promised myself that after my relationship it’s better I stayed alone.After some persistency and Also I loved his personality.I told him if I entered a relationship with him I would not be consistent and that I preferred our friendship but he said it’d be fine.We started a relationship and not up to 4 months into it he started misbehaving and showing less concern.This boy was the first person that I gave myself to and even had my first removal of child with and immediately I had done that he blocked me and stopped talking to me.I’m in soo much pains because I thought he understood me,He saw what I went through in my former relationship.I want to distance myself from everything.It’s hard because I’ll have to see him everywhere I go considering the fact that we are in the same space/environment😭
Poppy @poppy_08
First of all … I’m really sorry abt this . But u r such a beautiful soul ❤️. Flush out all his memories ,thank god nothing worse than this happened atleast u r here. Jus sit nd think what u really need in life to go ahead concentrate on that …let him see how successful nd happy u are after he left u , that would be the best punishment that u could ever give him …let him see everything that’s happening in ur life …let him see how u r blooming everyday…he ll definitely pay for what he has done to you 💯 he can abandon you he can pretend like he did nothing to you infront of everyone but believe me god is watching everything 💯 he ll pay for it nd life has the best things for you sweetheart ❤️ u r gonna be loved again not for few months or years FOREVER by a person who would respect u nd care for u … Put a smile on ur beautiful face now nd move forward nd throw him in the gutter … sending lots of love sweetheart ❤️
Where are you from
I am so sorry, that you had to go through something like this. I’ve been in a similar situation, and when that relationship ended it wrecked me. I was so devastated for so long. But let me tell you it’s been 4 years now, and when they say it gets better with time, it really does. Even though I sometimes once in a year look back at it, and feel sad, I am happy now. After that breakup, I stayed single for 3 years and then when I decided to date again, i got hurt again, but Look at me now, m better and thriving in life, career and even flirting with people again. It will get better dear, it always does. Have some faith in yourself, you are strong and I am proud of you. And i know you might want him to realize his mistake and even take revenge, but trust it will only delay your healing. You might be angry now, but once you accept what’s been done, you will start getting better. Take care.
