I feel ridiculous. Why is suicide still crossing my mind? I still hate myself. Why am I living like this with no purpose? I just hate myself and attach my value to my tasks. When Iβm unproductive, I start despising myself and consider myself useless.
It is fine to feel depressed or low sometimes in life but dont think of suicide or ways of ending life β¦ We are lost sometimes, it will take time to see a clear path of what we want to become or what to doβ¦ Take time, do self care and try to prioritise yourself to avoid suicidal thoughts β¦
I hope with time you heal and feel better.
I donβt think I can heal