I feel ridiculous still. Itβs been 2 months and I still feel so terrible about how I reached out to his best friend trying to wrap my mind on why he was talking with me fine one day and then βI donβt want anything to do with youβ the next. I was so shocked I found myself falling into the pattern of reaching out to his loved ones to get answers and closureβ¦not knowing the dude had a whole girlfriend and didnβt even have the guts to tell me after 2 and a half years of a relationship and then toying with me until I found out. I just feel so embarrassed and stupid.