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I feel really bad. I cut myself again for the first time in a long time actually drawing blood. My arm aches and I feel like such shit. Everything seems so hard at the moment and i kinda hate myself

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sxkurxchxn

Please don’t cut yourself… just don’t do it… I don’t want you getting hurt… and I’m pretty sure there’s a lot of people who care about you and who also don’t want you getting hurt…

thanks, that’s really nice. I try not to, and I often don’t… Yesterday just felt hopeless. I feel a bit better today.

sxkurxchxn

That’s good. But I just have one question… don’t answer it if you are uncomfortable answering
What makes you want to cut yourself? I understand that you are hurting and there’s a lot going on… but what makes you feel the need to hurt yourself

It depends. Sometimes it’s to feel grounded, to help with ptsd, sometimes it’s a cry for help. Sometimes I feel like I deserve it and other times I just want to get the pain out of my heart and the only way to do that feels like pain. It’s tough. Hard question, harder situation.

sxkurxchxn

Oooh okay… thank you for answering my question… I know it may be hard for you to stop self- harm but please try to stop… and I hope everything gets better… :D

What happened ?

I had a bad dream, and half of it came true. That freaked me out. i heard from a friend that someone I really love was thinking about where to kill themself and I was terrified and felt useless. But it turns out it was a massive misunderstanding thank God. Thank you for asking

Im sooo glad it was a misunderstanding. Im happy everyone is okay. I really wish you wouldn’t cut yourself… self harm is never the answer and your body deserves better than that. You deserve better than that. You seem like a really great person, you shouldnt hate yourself. Why do you feel that way if you dont mind me asking ?

I don’t mind you asking. It could be from any one of my traumas to be completely honest. I rarely cut myself but sometimes it gets too much and I do. Thank you for the compliments, it means a lot :) I’ll try more to heal rather than hurt

I understand that. Sometimes the pain or just simply our emotions can be too much for us. I know youll find a better way to cope than to self harm. Youre too strong for that (: Hope you had a nice week.

Anonymous

Hi. I hear you.

I’m sorry that you hurting right now. I hope you heal soon.

I care about you. I believe in you ❤️

Please be kind to yourself. You deserve better.
You deserve to love yourself.
Believe in yourself.

Give yourself the time you deserve. Have faith in you.

Obstacles in life makes you stronger.
What you going through right now will get better.
Everything will fall in place when the time is right.
Your future is colorful, beautiful, positive and filled with love.

Be patient and take it day by day.

You’re amazing.
You’re resilient.
You’re beautiful.
You’re kind.

I believe in you.

Loads of love and hugg💖
I’m here if you want to talk 💕

this really moved me. Thank you so much for such kind words. It’s hard to believe that it will get better, but when I look back I see how far I’ve come. Thanks again, it means a lot. Few people believe in me.

Anonymous

I believe in you. Take care of yourself. Love yourself. Have faith.

Believe in yourself.
Stay strong beautiful human.
Your potential is limitless and you deserve the world.

I’m here for you always 💝

Thank you. Thank you thank you thank you! it really means so much that someone believes in me. So, again, thank you for your kindness and faith. :)

Anonymous

❤️