I feel love under r.i.p ✍️

Rakhi chahat bheetar khwahis na raajAruksat, na zismo ki farmahis
Feer kyu bheege tum aur sameel hum,
Mitte tum aur kateel hum
Ban humdam gum roke feer kyu
Gujre tum aur thame hum 🥃
              aur thame hum......
      Na Aarsoo na gujarish 
      Na badle hum na barish
      Feer kyu behke lafz aur bheege 
           hum,ankhe meeche oth me 
            huwe ruksat tum🚬🥀
   
                         Huwe ruksat tum 🍷

Self Love

Hey everyone...
I'm a college going student pursuing a tougher degree than anyone else. These days I'm addicted to a drug called Marijuana. It makes my mind relaxed by making it stress free. Yes, I have some overthinking habits and personal problems which makes me feel so lonely that I can't tell you about it. Please anyone suggest me how to get relieved of all these problems and habits...


Addiction

Some People Are Blessed With Ignorance While Some Are Cursed With Knowledge.

Quotes

So few months back my then gf asked me to block a female friend of mine. Both of them didn’t know each other and have no interaction whatsoever. This female friend of mine once had a crush on me. We never dated as I always consider her like a friend nothing more. Now she is in a happy relationship and we are good friends nothing more. My ex gf wanted me to block her. I showed her all our chat and even explained that this blocking will create a mess in my friend circle. 
She used to taunt me every time that there is something going on with me and this friend and even called her a w$$re to which I said as a women no one should degrade another woman like that. I told her kindly let me study as my exams were near and we can talk after that.

After my exam she suddenly tells me that she has broken up with me long time back which she didn’t bother to tell me about and then she is posting on this very platform inviting boys to be her friend. People can have both male and female friends but getting so desperate to use social media platform to invite like that was a shock to me. I loved her and still do and have done everything to make her happy even when her own family betrayed her but now she has time for random strangers but me. I know we can’t force someone to love us but is this what normal relationships are now a days ?

Breakup

Na jaane kyun aaj kal kuch ukhda ukhda rhene laga hai. Na jaane kyun mera dil mjse khush nahi rhene laga hai. Sochta hu kayi baar kya tujhe chodh kr maine kya galat kiya hai.

3am Thoughts

Honestly I don't know what to do with my life I'm 14 I make up fake scenario in my head for no reason just to get some feeling out of it when I was younger my parent hitted me and when I would cry they would say to stop crying or some other sh*t when my younger or older sibling get hit I would get on top of them to defend them but they never did that for as I grow up at school Avent other parent will always be there for there kid but mine was never there it was just me I'm not a favorite either my younger brother is because he is a boy when I was younger I was sa by some boys in my class but when my mom found she was mad at me instead of them when I was in 2-3 grade I was sa by older guys one in his 20s now with kids one in his 50s I didn't tell my parent because I was afraid of what she might do I was compared alot growing up and I hated it I have a scholarships for a school already but I don't know where I'm going g to go or do I feel nothing I don't even know my feelings I don't even know how to tell my feelings I'm also over wight 190 bout prob 200 something pounds now when I was younger I was hungry I ask her for food and she said no I keep asking and she got mad and tried to make me eat a full rice pot 7 if I was going to throw up she would hit me now when I don't finish my food I'm scared I'm obese every time I try to get on a diet I stop it get worse instead something that
 Is stuck in my mind is that I want someone to say they're proud of me growing up I hear parent say this tho there kid but never me I see parent hugging there kids but never me I want someone to say that to me so bad that I start talking to pedo just so they can say that to me I also don't know how to hygiene I was never taught I have those brown things on my inner thigh now I don't know what to do with my life I feel like I'm going nowhere it hurt but at the same time I don't know anything

Depression

We were good friends for a long time and now we have got into a relationship with each other. I love him more than anything but due to this covid I cannot meet him and he is going through a rough phase in his life and i wanna be there and support him and never leave his side. He's going through a lot but im not able to comfort him. I feel like things are falling apart.. what should i do? 

How do you people build rapport with someone. What do you talk with them every day. Like what to talk and what to share, being an introvert i suck at all these 😔😔

Confusion

Dil kya kre jb kisi se pyar ho jaye fir kya kre jb usi ka yarr aajye 😂

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