i feel lost, i have been feeling this since quite a long time, i use to have friends now i dont,
i have a boyfriend, but i dont think he understands me, he does not make me feel wanted or special, like one is supposed to treat his girlfriend, he is a narcissistic person but i try to adjust according to his needs but i also want to someone to fulfill my needs, pamper me, make me feel special but he does none but i still love him regardless of his behaviour with me, i cant ever get mad at him because if i do he will never come back to solve the matter and just leave it, and we wont talk ever again, i apologies for his mistake too, i just need a partner who will understand me love me, i feel so lonely and deperessed everyday, he doesnt knows this, i told him once but he did not care. i wanna feel good about myself. i have no one to talk too, lost all my friends, cant talk to my guy friends because my boyfriend has a problem. but he doesnt gives me the time either, its effecting my mental health so much. im crying everyday.
Hey!!!
This is toxic… Take my word… Just move away… Ur giving up on lot of simple wings which makes up a relationship… Ur living under constant fear of he leaving… This is not right