Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I feel lost, I feel broken! I don’t know what to do. Is it possible to love someone so hopelessly? When you knew you didn’t have a future together? To be so crazy about someone, when you haven’t even heard their voice or met them in over a year? There’s just something about them. You keep searching for them in every guy you meet? All you are dying for is to listen to their voice, once last time. To hug them, one last time. To cry with them, one last time. Especially when you know they feel the exact same way? Is it possible to die of this emptiness and helplessness every single day? Is there a definite end to this?
I can’t sleep at nights, still waiting for his call, hoping he’s on the other end feeling the same way…
He is everywhere. In the books I read, in the songs I listen to, in the places I go to but most importantly, he is still stuck here, inside me. I don’t see light at the end of this tunnel!