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Anonymous

I feel lonelyā€¦ Iā€™m aloneā€¦everyday every nightā€¦I have friendsā€¦a significant number but still somethingā€™s empty inside me. I have friends I love so muchā€¦they love meā€¦care about me but still whenever I talk about my depression, stress, anxiety to anybody I donā€™t feel understoodā€¦it feels like they are used to itā€¦me crying about everything I feel wrong about my lifeā€¦and I can understand themā€¦ itā€™s not easy to listening to people taking about their problems. Even in my home I feel very alone that I canā€™t talk to no oneā€¦ because everyone says pull yourself together and do right things stop complainingā€¦ nobody understand that you might be in pain which just wonā€™t go awayā€¦I feel like Iā€™m hiding every second from everyoneā€¦my parentsā€¦that they donā€™t see the real me who is weak, miserable, scared of every little problem. Whenever I try to share something with my people ā€¦it feels light for some time but later makes me feel more aloneā€¦because for a minute I took the burden off but then that realisation that nobody understood how suffocating everything is becomingā€¦and I feel like I canā€™t breatheā€¦why I am so patheticā€¦ depressedā€¦it would be much easier if I didnā€™t overthink things.
And then there is painā€¦not just mine everyoneā€™sā€¦so much pain and I canā€™t stop noticing itā€¦ thereā€™s one thing that you see peopleā€™s pain and help or pray or something elseā€¦and then thereā€™s other thing that you see peopleā€¦their pain do nothing just starts to feel itā€¦which is probably stupidā€¦I do thatā€¦I see any problem my parents facingā€¦I blame myself for it and I canā€™t stop itā€¦I feel responsible for everythingā€¦if I could just be normalā€¦get a job and help themā€¦if i could just do according to themā€¦I have taken so much blame on myselfā€¦ nobodyā€™s know of itā€¦only I knowā€¦ itā€™s very heavyā€¦my heart is very heavy all the timeā€¦ Iā€™m tiredā€¦I donā€™t like living with myselfā€¦so miserable !!

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@samar
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I feel the same. Let me know if you want to talk to me

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Anonymous
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I would like that šŸ˜Š @samar

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Anonymous
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i can truly relate. once i expressed this felling to my friend and she said me
HEY LOOK AT YOURSELF . YOU ARE SIMPLY BLAMING ALL OF THESE ON TO YOUR SELF . YOU ARE SO STRONG DEEP DOWN. EVERYONE HAS A TURNING POINT AND I AM SURE THAT YOURS IS COMING ON THE WAY. I still did not find my turning point but has always believe every moment is a turning point. so stay strong. if you want you can talk to me

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Anonymous
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šŸ˜ŠšŸ˜Š thank youā€¦and I know a turning point will definitely come because a day will come when Iā€™ll open up about everything I feelā€¦and them everyone will have to listen to meā€¦ because no one should live life thisā€¦it has to stop feeling like this šŸ˜Šā£ļø

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