I feel lonely, I am only 20 years old and I guess I have felt lonely most of the time. I feel everybody is pushing me back, even my family. I just want to go somewhere far from everyone and everything. I may not be happy running away but I don't think I can go like this anymore. 
And I am not at all confident in myself. I want to do big things but I am so scared of hurting my family's feelings. I know my dad wants me to live a normal and happy life, but that's something I don't want. I want to do big things but I am not confident in myself. This is killing me. I feel like I am the worst a person can ever be or like fit for nothing or useless person. I do not know how long I can go like this but I can't manage for too long also.




Thank you, will check out those sessions!😄

Hey!
Take up Confidence building sessions online. You will get many online.
It will boost your confidence and will be able to communicate more easily. 

I believe there is a turning point in everyone's life and we ourselves have to think about the whole thing and decide what to do next. Sometimes when no one is with us it is the best time to stand up and do it ourselves and then show it to everybody that if "thought of I can do it". 


Exhausted

30 year old, unemployed, mentally unstable schizophrenia, not good looking ugly, no talent, no friends, never had a relationship, has gynophobia and not confident with women, no women will ever be interested in me. Fed up with life, life isn't meant for low life losers like me, i have low IQ and am not good at socializing, just a boring weirdo and a nuisance. Am a dissapontment to my parents and no one will ever remember me, the world will be a much better place once am dead and i know many people will be happy.

Bipolar Disorder

RUN..!!!!
Running for or from what ? 
Running to conquer or running away for what you fear.
Why are we living in a race knowing that we will end up getting tired of it .
Is it that we are ignorant of this piece of knowledge or is it that we are trying to prove others or ourselves wrong .
What is it ? 
Does there really need to an everlasting race where we run till the clock stops ticking for us ? 
Are the paths defined for this race or are we to make it ourselves or find lesser loitered ways?
At the end what is the purpose of this race ?


3am Thoughts

To my people who are sensitive, who are more perceptive to judgement, critique or confrontation, you are absolutely entitled to feel however you feel. You need to be supported and protected. Please dont be so hard on yourself, the world is hard enough.

Mental Health

Only if i had held on for a few more minutes,i wouldn't be drowning here. The water looks still and peaceful. I feel okay. I want to feel okay. It seems endless. 

Depression

I am feeling terrible, please help me 😭

Breakup

I haven't been able to sleep for more than 3 hours for the past week. I keep ruminating. I haven't done anything productive (atleast in my eyes I'm sure everyone in my life thinks the same, only if they knew anything about where I'm at, what's happening to me) and don't feel like doing anything.
I keep going in and out of states of mind and or moods. The lack of predictability and or control or stability idk what to call it, is making me smaller and I'm going in more and more as in, I'm so much hidden inside this dark place within me, I'm scared I'll never be myself again. 

i have no one to talk to and now that i’m out of school for a little i have no more distractions so it feels like all of my days are blending together. i just lay in my bed all day i barely eat if so it’s one small meal i just don’t know what to do. i didn’t even know what day it was i barely get any sleep my eyes burn all im doing is overthinking and crying i just can’t do this anymore i already have depression and that makes it worse enough i didn’t think it had that much of an effect but lately it’s been getting to me and i don’t want to be here anymore it’s like a loop of misery that goes on forever i’m not interested in doing anything and i have no motivation at all, my grades have been dropping and i used to be a straight a student, i don’t do anything anymore it’s so pointless i literally have nothing to look forward to anymore there’s no reason to still be here. my grandma died on my birthday i got cheated on, used for my body idk anymore i don’t even care about those things really. i don’t need friends i guess but i would have no more distractions i don’t care about having friends because then i get attached and every friend except 1 has left me and that friend doesn’t even need me and i hate the way i look. i’m so annoying to people i’m dramatic, i have separation anxiety, social anxiety, panic disorder and mdd idek i don’t get excited to do anything anymore i just want someone to talk to or some distraction because i can’t do this anymore i’m tired.

Mental Illness

I want to disappear. I want to go somewhere like paradise but I can't leave yet, the people around me needs help. 

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