I feel like shit. I feel like I did nothing productive at all today. I wanted to sleep in because I got home at 2:00 AM last night but I never allow myself to sleep past 9:45 AM at the ABSOLUTE LATEST because otherwise I feel I’m wasting the precious minutes of the day (which I may go more in depth about in another post.)
But despite me waking up so early, I didn’t even get dressed until like 2:00-3:00 PM, didn’t even brush my teeth until like 5:00, and didn’t accomplish anything I was planning to do.
I spent 3-4 consecutive hours on YouTube sitting in the middle of my bedroom, when I was supposed to be cleaning my dad’s car, doing laundry, showering, recording a new song and making a lyric video for it and posting it on my YouTube channel, doing literally anything else, but I just sat there. I knew I had other stuff to do, I was bored, but for some reason the idea of actually getting up and doing shit seemed equally monotonous and boring.
So I accomplished absolutely nothing today except for making a DIY ukulele capo out of a pen and a couple hair ties which took like two minutes, and half of that time was spent finding a good enough pen to use.
So yeah. Just had to vent I guess.