I feel like shit everyday i want to be happy and do stuff but at the same time i dont want to see or hear anyone. I feel so low everyday and just want to die. 😭 i just want my boyfriend but hes in heaven 😭 miss him so much So so so much 😭 I just want to hug him and kiss him too bd able to see his precious smile and eyes 😭
Hey dear! I can feel you. I don’t know how to explain it but yes I know what you are going through.
I know it’s bad and it’s very hard but…you need to move on for him. He would have hated seeing you like this. Think of it in this way, what if you were dead and he was alive and depressed like you… Would you have liked it?
You don’t want to talk to anyone, don’t. Do some stuff alone. Read or draw or paint.
Remember that you are not alone.
If i was dead I would want to see him smile and happy but I understand if he wasn’t I just want my boyfriend I can’t deal with it and just want to kill myself to get rid of the pain
Hey are you sure you will be able to get rid of your pain by dying?
Come on please don’t give up. Talk to me. Was your boyfriend the only reason why you were living?
Actually he was i had no one had him for 10 years 8 of those as my boyfriend no one liked me or wanted me around but he did and i loved him 😭 I just want my boyfriend
And what about your boyfriend? Didn’t he had friends and dreams? Live for him. Make a list of things you two wanted to do and do them. Trust me when you will check off them, you will feel him beside you.
Yeah i have some of them i will do but im just in so much pain and just always sad. Miss him so much if you see a photo of him you would understand exactly what i mean. And yeah he had friends and dreams
I already understand dearie. Take some time. I don’t think so this reference will go with the situation but think of yourself as a Phoenix. Rise from your own ashes stronger. Your boyfriend is not dead. He lives in you. He will be always with you.
And even I am with you!
Thanks man if you have any social media may i add you and we can chat
I am social media shy so I am only on Twitter…
Fine we can talk on there
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