I feel like people are replying or reacting to the message of one's through their profile pics.....if I hide mine then people will reply to message as long as they want🥲

Nothing bro.....i slowly recognising this is what it is....and I was in search of a real friend...but I was not that lucky to even have one.....

Don't think like that dude you can make friends at any age, you'll surely find a true friend soon, btw we can be virtual friends if you want to😊

Delusion

I never could accept myself.I always complained me about my appearance and behaviour.
When I keep mum on someone's offensive talk,I hate myself for not responding.
When I do respond,I ask myself why did I even bother?
Whats wrong? Why I am not like a normal person who lives each day newly?

Mental Health

Where are you typing from?

This is the first time I have started working after my college. I am scared everyday of making mistakes and somehow end up doing so. Silly mistakes that i do sometimes and that it taking my confidence level to hell. It's just so frustrating. I feel like i am good for nothing 

Anxiety

Couple of questions about depression, first if I’m not diagnosed clinically how can I really know if I am depressed? Another question, is it normal when your depressed to feel in control for one day then the next day you wake up with the same feelings like the day before did not really happen?

Exhausted

 I don’t know how to start. My life has not been smooth. In my school days, my classmates used to make fun of me. I was ostracised. My only best friend would let me down and belittle my achievements. Almost everyday I used to come back from school crying. At home my cousins would compare me with another cousin and would belittle my achievements. They would crack jokes on my appearance. I had developed inferiority complex and depression. I felt worthless. When I was in standard 6, I was molested by my home tutor. When I would refuse to take his class, my mother would scold me and send me to study from him. All these affected my studies and I started scoring less. I was a good student and I was studious but slowly I developed exam phobia. I I left my school and joined another school in Delhi. I did not appear twice in my 12th. I was very sad about my situation and wanted to change it so badly. I gathered courage and appeared for my 12th board exams. After that I joined college and worked very hard. I have been scoring highest in my batch and have been preparing for upsc for past few months. Life was going fine and I had almost overcome my depression and other issues. Then one day there was a huge problem in my family. My brother and my sister in law were on the verge of separating. My family was broken. I had lost trust in the person who I thought was my confidant. I developed anxiety and started getting panic attacks frequently. I am still dealing with it. Just two days back I came to know that my grandfather who I grew up believing to be my biological grandfather was actually my father’s stepfather. My father was separated from his father just after he was born and kept away from him. My father had suffered a lot in his childhood. I am hurt. Suddenly my uncle and aunts are my half uncle and aunts. My cousins are my half cousins. I am very attached to them. This is very difficult for me to bear. I can’t explain in how much pain I am. I have no one to share my feelings because nobody understands me. I have trust issues in my own family. My brother is suffering from major ocd which is affecting his career and married life. He is not settled. My father will retire in three months and now we don’t know how will we manage after that. I put a lot of effort to heal but this time I am broke. I don’t know how to deal with this situation. I feel like leaving my house but I can’t leave my parents. I need help. I am having suicidal tendencies.

Depression

today is awesome .... u are best , u dont need anyone . u can do whatever you want to do . 

Motivation

Hey i really feel stuck i don't know what to do how to focus on other things i just started my MBA nd i change my college but i don't like people here but still it's oky my main goal is my career but now i have also so much tension about my career because i feel. Useless than also i m suffering from relationship problem i am with guy he's just changed a lot i mean lot Yaar he have no time for me he's not fighting with me even i m doing clear communication with him that is problm he still not clearly communicate with me he just same in same emotions he being calm nd always have same ans it's not like that don't worry i know i have lot of trust issues past truama but atleast ounce he should make me feel important i m facing same situation more than month he not even coming to. Meet me i don't know what to do 🥺🥺 

work hard now bcuz in the end we all dont want to regret . things like i should have done better or i should have studied and not wasted my time . Time is precious & pain is temporary but regret is permanent .

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