I feel like my heart is heavy loaded ..im silent ... Noticing everything ..I feel like I have a heart pain .. I can't breathe ..  like could not able to speak ..can't share anything with anyone.... why don't i even get my ters out of my eyes ? ..it's so painful ...i wish im all alone in a mountain of peace .. 

Acne

Boring day 😒

Insomnia

So I was solving account problems I solved 10 out of which 2 were wrong and idk why I'm feeling bad it's not that the problems were hard or complicated...
They were small basic questions and I'm making silly mistakes in that it makes me question my entire u know abilities and learning capabilities 😭😭😭







Overthinking

Don't feel like you're *losing* just because someone else is **winning**. 😉


Mental Wellbeing

hey people,
so as for now am really upset so just venting out...I feel like I am losing friends and thought I should write about it... so there was a friend of mine not much of a close friend I'd say the most spoilt one in the group (a fake group where everyone is jealous & badmouth everyone) I usually just stay there listening not speaking unnecessary things..so a few days back he was texting me and said something that always irritates me and I asked him not to say those things for like 3-4 times but he still did I warned him that I might just block him if he doesn't stop and he didn't stop so yeah I did block him for real. he constantly tries to be the COOL one in the group trying hard but ends up irritating every one of us so yeah he is like that he even said he doesn't care if I block him unless he wants to ask for some work... WOW reality check... so i was replying to someone in that fake friends group chat we have and he texts f**k off, i wasnt even talking to him and then he went on saying really mean things to me for no reason. i said i dont care but maybe i do... not that i want him back as my friend but at least he shouldnt be mean to me he was the one who started it all... 

and am unable to focus on myself i try to wake up early every morning but end up waking at 10 i try to do yoga and some activity and end up sitting in bed the whole day idk what phase is that but it's definitely not me I'm not like this i was never like this.

Confusion

Morning talks?

Friends

Feeling lost and alone.  My heart is broken

Breakup

The person you love the most will leave you one day better to learn how to live without them ☺️



3am Thoughts

Not feeling well. Because i think of things i already done wrong or what i thought i done wrong. I always think of things too much but anyway. joined Now&Me for to people understand me for who i am. 💛

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