I feel like my friends are starting to dislike me. I have no idea what I did. They’re getting more agitated with me and just overall ignoring me. I just joined a discord call with them and they left as soon as I started talking. I just wanted to talk with someone :(

Friends

I feel like I have no friends.

Depression

It's All About Fake 🤥🤥

Mood Disorder

No friends , I feel like they don't care about me , even my best friend or whom I assumed to be best friend feels like that's all the things I made up , no good friends no one to care, I just feel empty, the things used to make me happy are no more useful .
I just need a good friend. 😐

Mental Illness

sometimes I'll be like looking at my friends and thought wow these bitches really are my friends I was patient indeed 

Stress

It's like I'm drowning I'm losing all my friends even though I have been to good to them always helping and there was a point I use to care ABT this things but ryt now I feel nothing I Guess. I'm numb .I guess this friendship word doesn't have any place in my life at this point.

My friends know that I'm not a person who talks first but craze for talking with someone but still they don't talk to me.... Everytime even I hate it I'm the one who force them to talk with me.....should everytime I will be the approaching them to talk isn't some of their responsibility is to speak with me sometime😶

Today 
Whn a friend was telling the first impressions of all friends of our grp
she told what she thought about every1 when she met them 1st time
istg ,it wasn't even their first impressions, like for one she said she's like her second mom, gives her amazing advices (like Bruh that's not even a first impression, they came close after months) and for others it was chill and cute types, like ur not punctual, ur messy
and for me she said I had anger issues! like seriously, idk it hurt me? and everyone agreed
I dunno if it should hurt or not
but it did.
And tbh I always feel left out from this group, like when I'm late no one waits for me, but for others they do... I'm not included in half of 'the talks', like everyone's teasing each other with crushes' names and I'm clueless, because everyone except me knows it... They always talk about how they talked on calls for hours and no one even called me
when someone asks for notes, 3 people send it, and when i ask all people will see the message but not send
and like if we're choosing partners, I'm always the last one chosen
and the person also looks not happy, I'm never the priority
I know it's too immature, but it's affecting me
and I dunno if I am overthinking
Just wanted to vent it out


3am Thoughts

one of my friends gets triggered very easily. i triggered her but i don't feel bad
actually, i don't feel much emotions. it's as if i'm closed up i guess.

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