I feel like my chest is heavy and blocked. The moment i look in the mirror to talk to me i started crying and the next thing i know that i am sitting in the bathroom crying. Then i take the moment to acknowledge why i was crying but then with no answer , i once again bursted into tears. Now at almost 3 AM in the morning i am writing this and sharing this with you all because i dont think that anyone else can understand me. I am scared to sleep and i am wasting my time staying awake. I cant do anything, if i will sleep i will feel guilt of wasting time.
I still have that pain in my chest though
Ashley @hazelashley
I’m so sorry. I feel ur pain. I’m terrified of sleeping. But it gets to the point where I completely loose my mind and crash and burn.
Yeah, i just need something so that i can sleep
I take whatever I can to just numb the pain enough.
I just dont know how to stop it
