I feel like it's really important to be around good friends but what if despite of giving it all , you can't find anyone to rely upon and at the and you are left with nothing but self-doubt and being lonely.

I'm glad take good care of yourself okay 🤗💗

Sometimes you just got to take leap of faith... In life no one is certain about what happens next.. All we can do is hope for the best and give it our all... The ones who stay cherish them... The ones who leave say goodbye to them.. The ones who comes say hi to them... It's just the way it is ya know... Ya but expectations do hurt us and slaps us right in the face.. But I personally think that isn't an excuse to stop being yourself... I will keep on trying... I'll also suggest you to do the same... Keep on trying you will find your permanent ones... And take care of yourself too ya know... You should also be counted as a permanent one.. Treat yourself better.. Lots of love🤗 💗

Lonely

I feel like lately I don't vibe with my friends that well. The kind of things they talk about and their plans for celebration. We have been friends for a decade now but I feel like I am growing out of this connection and my outlook clashes with theirs. They are not bad people though. Just confused if its just a temporary feeling or do I really need to step back and think about keeping them at a distance?

Frustration

Some friend treats me like shit i could feel that..but i dont let go of them because i know that I won't get anyone better.. I can't socialize no more.

Friends

I love my friends. They are so understanding. I just don't want it to change. 

Friends?

Hustle

What's the point of it all. In the end, it's you and you only, what's the point in making temporary relations or friendships, never had any friends so IDK how it feels. seen people go out on trips with friends but at the end of the day, it's just you and your pillow. never understood the point in studying so hard, being the topper, being that quiet nerd kid, what's the point of it all. what's the point in being the most attractive person in your school when at the end of the day it's just you crying yourself to sleep. 

Confusion

During my first year of graduation my friends  were like they are the best people i have found but as the time changes, people too. They started showing their true colours like making useless excuses for not hanging out with me and there was one of my friend( To whom i considered my best friend) only talks to me when she needs something or mainly for projects and assignments. I helped them and tried my best to motivate them to overcome their problems they are facing. But when i was in some kind of problem they were like “it’s ok you will get over it 😞”. At sometime i tried too hard to believe that my friends are not selfish and mean but as the time goes on i have seen their changed behaviour and nature in the last 2-3 years. I am wondering now whether i was their friend or just a random person to whom they contact only for work. I don’t know why this always happened with me. I always tried my best to maintain a good and positive relation with my best friend but now i think i was just wasting my energy and time 😞😞First in school, now in college 😞


Friendship🐨💕🤧, it's like a delicate string that holds hearts together, but sometimes that string becomes fragile and breaks. It starts with less talks, the conversations that used to flow effortlessly becoming scarce, until eventually, there is no talk at all. Those who once promised to stand by your side suddenly vanish, leaving when you need them the most. They find new friends, their attention consumed by a different circle, leaving you feeling abandoned and forgotten. You were there for them, through thick and thin, offering support and care in their times of need. But now, they don't even spare a moment to ask how you are. It's disheartening how people change, how priorities shift, and friendships can crumble like fragile sandcastles against the tides of time. But amid the disappointment, remember that not all friendships fade. Some endure, standing strong even as others falter. Cherish those who stay, who ask about your well-being, and hold onto the hope that new connections may bloom, bringing a fresh sense of warmth and comfort to your heart.✨💫

I dont know what's wrong with me but i think i dont have real friends for my entire 25 years here. I've got friends when i was in high school, another friends when in college and another when i was working but i think it doest really lasts. Parting ways comes and that is also the time that our friendship part ways. The friendship built will also fade away so I think there is something wrong with me that my relationship with my friends doesnt lasts.

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