I feel like I'm in paradise bas ye macchar bhot tang karte hai ... 

3am Thoughts

Being called smart has made my life so much more stressful. Now people compare there grades to me and just say stuff like "hey I got a higher score then her she's not that smart huh." Like I'm not smart I never said I was that what you all but on to me. Now I just so much pressure to be smart and get good grades because if I don't I know everyone is going to make a scene. I feel like every one see me as a stereotypical nerd in a 80s movie someone who gets good grades, likes video game, wears glasses, and gets bullied. I have made it clear and I don't like it and nothing happened. Of course the school doesn't care and does nothing so does my parents. I feel trapped in a box. 

Bullying

I think we all watched ‘Taare Zameen Par’ what’s ur perspective of the story????

Your favourite song right now? 

Music

I feel unwanted  I am there for everyone  like I was there when nobody was there listened to your shit now for fun party people  aren't  even  messaging me they called me when they were on their way to club I feel  sad as I mean I consider them as my bestfriends and they don't  even  reply  my texts  for months  I visited their  house on ganpati  though  they didn't  infact  unhone mere invite ka reply  bhi nahi diya tha I don't know  why but now it's enough  they knew  I had my exams  going  on though  they made this plan and said it was all last minute  and called me when they were on the way but idk how to confront  them I think I am not good enough  boring hu unke level ki bahi hu !!!

Frustration

What I learned today was …. You never harm your self respect for someone who make you feel worthless 

What is it about life that you're really grateful for?

Compassion

I met someone online. We became good friends. I started having feelings for him. He said he also like me. But it is impossible to have long distance relationship he said. And his family is conservative so they not like to have foreigner for him as girlfriend. But sometimes he say things which give me hope. Although he said I should not hope because it is impossible. I try my best not to hope or anything. I just enjoy our friendship. I’m happy we are friends and I talk to him. 

Love

People, with whom you forget your phone>>>

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